Hockeydude77
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It's been a pretty rough weekend ! I have been feeling pretty tired these last few months. I thought I was just tired from working so many hours and juggling school I mean taking on 14 credits and a full time job. But Friday something Was just not right I found a lump in my neck a small one and it was painless but Im always tired. So I decided to get to doctors yesterday and I explained my symtoms to my doctor and my lump that is small size.
He sent me to emergency room for test to be ran my blood test and wanted to do a bone morrow test but I was not ready for doctor to jam a needle in my hip. Anyways as I sat in the emergency room alone in this room with a damn gown on and a million things going through my head. But doctors came back to my room and explained that my white blood cell count is very low and is a pretty much a symtom in Acute lymphocytic leukemia (ALL). When he said this to me I had this sick feeling just go from the top of my head to my toes like a heat wave went through my body and I got really weak and scared
I was are you saying I'm going to die? He said I don't like to give people this kind of news until results are back. But if your results come back positive for leukemia your chance of survival are pretty low with this type of cancer. My legs almost callaps under me. So here I am my results will be back Tuesday and I'm pretty scared but then I say to myself I will be able to see my dad and Gia! But I'm to young I haven't even lived life to its fullest. People I just had to get this off my chest and the only place I could turn to was this site. All I want from everyone is keep me in your prayers please, please pray for me.
My god this is going to be the hardest two days I swear. And if my results come back positive as my doctor said it will be my biggest battle I'll ever face in my life. Im sorry to post this here but I haven't told my mom or sisters and brothers because I don't want to worry them I don't want sympathy from anyone but your prayers. Thanks so much
He sent me to emergency room for test to be ran my blood test and wanted to do a bone morrow test but I was not ready for doctor to jam a needle in my hip. Anyways as I sat in the emergency room alone in this room with a damn gown on and a million things going through my head. But doctors came back to my room and explained that my white blood cell count is very low and is a pretty much a symtom in Acute lymphocytic leukemia (ALL). When he said this to me I had this sick feeling just go from the top of my head to my toes like a heat wave went through my body and I got really weak and scared
I was are you saying I'm going to die? He said I don't like to give people this kind of news until results are back. But if your results come back positive for leukemia your chance of survival are pretty low with this type of cancer. My legs almost callaps under me. So here I am my results will be back Tuesday and I'm pretty scared but then I say to myself I will be able to see my dad and Gia! But I'm to young I haven't even lived life to its fullest. People I just had to get this off my chest and the only place I could turn to was this site. All I want from everyone is keep me in your prayers please, please pray for me.
My god this is going to be the hardest two days I swear. And if my results come back positive as my doctor said it will be my biggest battle I'll ever face in my life. Im sorry to post this here but I haven't told my mom or sisters and brothers because I don't want to worry them I don't want sympathy from anyone but your prayers. Thanks so much