lanapoo
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How do you get rid of someone who was abusive to you in the past? He wants a fresh start with me, but I already gave him that chance like 3 times. He keeps on screwing it up. It hurts me even more in the process and makes me think, "What have I done to deserve all this pain??"
I know better, I've been staying strong throughout the entire process, but I'm just worried that he'll never change. It's like a neverending cycle. He'll be incredible and in love with me, and then boom! We're fighting about how he cheated on me with few women and how he wouldn't accept the fact that I'm deaf. That he felt that I wasn't good enough for him. It just really hurts.
Yeah, I'm a piece of sh*t because I can't hear that well to him. I'm nothing... That's how I feel. We've been dating for so long and his family doesn't even know about me except for his mom. His mom just has some suspicions, but I think she knows and she has been trying to keep me around because I can only seem to be able to keep him on a leash considering his behavior. He went completely crazy on her while I was in California and she doesn't want that to happen again. She doesn't know that he slept with 3 women while with me though and I know it'd kill her because I know that I mean the world to her.
What do I do? I just want to be happy. And yet, I don't want to cut people out completely. I want them all to get better, too.
I know better, I've been staying strong throughout the entire process, but I'm just worried that he'll never change. It's like a neverending cycle. He'll be incredible and in love with me, and then boom! We're fighting about how he cheated on me with few women and how he wouldn't accept the fact that I'm deaf. That he felt that I wasn't good enough for him. It just really hurts.
Yeah, I'm a piece of sh*t because I can't hear that well to him. I'm nothing... That's how I feel. We've been dating for so long and his family doesn't even know about me except for his mom. His mom just has some suspicions, but I think she knows and she has been trying to keep me around because I can only seem to be able to keep him on a leash considering his behavior. He went completely crazy on her while I was in California and she doesn't want that to happen again. She doesn't know that he slept with 3 women while with me though and I know it'd kill her because I know that I mean the world to her.
What do I do? I just want to be happy. And yet, I don't want to cut people out completely. I want them all to get better, too.