Thanks Tweetybird
I would sure needed a hug, I went over ^Angel^ and Roadrunner's house after the vet I cried my eyes out, ^Angel^ held me hard for a moment. It was so hard because I love her so much that I cannot bare to let her go not yet, after all those times I've spend with her having her climbed up my shoulders hiding in between my hair and letting her run on my tummy. There was so much good memories of her and My boys took it hard too But Jordan doesn't really understand what putting to sleep really meant He thinks that Maria is coming back after a visit from God. Poor Kid doesn't understand, he kept running to her cage to see if Maria is back yet.
And Thanks everyone for your kindly words. That meant a lot.
Yesterday, I found out after cleaning my hamster's cage that she was walking funny so I picked her up and saw a tiny bone was sticking out of her leg, later on that evening I tried to call a few places to get her in quicker, but some emergency vets rates were so high, Unbelievable! Today I made some calls in the morning and found a cheaper vet not far from where I live, I brought her in, and The Vet doctor said he couldn't save her because she is a small animal and they cannot do a surgery on small animal's leg, He suggested me to have my hamster euthanasia and burial. 
