I was born again Christian on June 27, 2003 by Roadrunner...
Umm, I am not quite sure where do I start....I'll just say alittle bit about myself...
When I was growing up, I went to church with my grandmother twice I believe, but I did not know anything about God/Jesus at that time, I wasn't able to understand what was being said during the Church service, then when I was in my high school year, I met a deaf girl who is Christian, she asked me about God, which I did not know who is God, or what Christian means, I went with her to church and her Christian camp program, all I did was fool around, not really paying any attention....
I got married with a hearing man at the age of 19...After my step mom married my father, she wanted me to attend her church which she is a Christian, I went with her a few times, I was confused during the service because there was no interpreter and it was hard for me to read the bible, so one time I brought home this paper from church, it was about the service they did that day, my husband did not believe in God, and told me that I was stupid for believing in something that doesn't exist... When my step mom asked me if I would go with her the following next Sunday, I turned her down by saying I was bored at her church and I didn't understand what is being said, she did offer to get an interpreter for me, but I made up a story by telling her I wasn't interesting in that anymore...
Then I went along with my life with my husband and my children, I went thru difficult times during my marriage, and I've lied to my family, friends and even the doctors when there were times I end up in the hospital, and never once called my family either, I only would called them if I was in labor, that's it....I hide my trouble marriage from all the people I love and care about,....One night things went really bad between my husband and I, which had taken me into the hospital, I end up with a couple of bruises....This lady who worked at the hospital came into my room that evening, and gave me a little bible , and she was the one who told me about God....I had alot of questions going thru my mind like Why God didn't stop this? Why did He let it go this far? etc....I was really angry at alot of people around me and even angry at God....But, when I started reading the bible each night, and pray alittle, but the abuse did not end, so I gave up believing....
A couple of years went by, the marriage was getting worse and worse everyday, then one day when I didn't cook dinner because I wasn't feeling good and my husband wanted me to go to the store to get ground beef and I told him I wasn't feeling good, then we end up agruing, then my husband slapped me and it threw me across the floor near the bed, and grabbed ahold of my hair and then dragged me all the way to the end of the hallway, I was screaming and crying telling God to please help me, then he stopped, I got up and ran in my son's room and seeing something moving in the closet, so I opened it and seeing my second son sitting in his closet, I got on my knees and touch his leg and I could feel he was shaking like a leaf, and he looked up at me I could see the fear in his eyes, I knew he was soo scared, so I got up and left the room quietly and walked in my room and shut the door, crying out to God asking for help, then a couple of weeks went by, I started to feel a bit different like I was getting stronger and I had the courage to stand up in front of him and asked for a divorce on Sept 2002 and I filed in March 2003...
In 2003 I met Roadrunner and Peachy Lady from a chat, They both taught me alot more about God/Jesus, Roadrunner brought me a Holy Bible " New Living Translation " after I accept Jesus in my heart on June 27, 2003, now I look up to God more and even reading my bible, start to fogive those who hurt me, and move on by having God in my daily life.....I still believe as today that God send those two Angels, PeachyLady and Roadrunner to me, without those two, I wouldn't be where I am today.....
On June 13, 2004, my divorce was final ( I did pray to have my divorce final before or on my birthday and it did
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I believe in God with all my heart, and I will not stop believing Him!...I thanks God everyday for making my life peaceful and for keeping me and my children safe in His Care!