Feeling good even tho' the weather his hot and humid and more rain coming...all week in fact...but am heading out to the grocery store and get some good steaks for dinner tonight...to celebrate as my son found another good-paying job and he is very excited....started today early AM....only draw-back is he will be moving out soon...*snif*...can't blame him for wanting his own place with a roommate tho'....
i feel abit lost with myself, im losing it...study is taking me over the edge...thats why i been cracking wisecracks here as in 'releasing the tensions', and i feel real lonely in real life.
i try not to worry about it all the time, just also feeling like David vs Golaith at the university staff (my own supervisor is a right b - i ti ch, she's a nasty piece of work, just one of the cunning control freaks she is, i cant stand it...but theres sweet piss all i can do about it....except i have to work my butt off REALLY hard this year....boy so sory if been cracking nearly an obnoxious jokes time to time, its just me trying to cope and trying to keep freinds here, as right now that is all I have. so forgive me. and I will keep working hard.
and at same time, im trying hard to remember who i am, its scary that i feel a bit spaced out at times, for no reasons, and no drugs involved apart from the medication (citalopram which works well but it seems to be maybe, too well that making me go funny, im gonna seek advice with doctor see if i can withdrawl or cut it down slowly , those type of drugs are NOT to be stop straight away, bad reactions happens i know this...
oh well
but yeah, thats what im feeling like today, abit worried about stress and that asshole at the university who's extremely unhelpful and she's getting away with it, I hate it, but love the subject that I do, but when im stuck its like Who the hell can i talk to? its like a flipping fridge on my chest...
...wish I could take ya bowling or something Grummer...trust me, tomorrow is another day...get outside and enjoy the scenery....things will look up sooner or later.
i feel abit lost with myself, im losing it...study is taking me over the edge...thats why i been cracking wisecracks here as in 'releasing the tensions', and i feel real lonely in real life.
i try not to worry about it all the time, just also feeling like David vs Golaith at the university staff (my own supervisor is a right b - i ti ch, she's a nasty piece of work, just one of the cunning control freaks she is, i cant stand it...but theres sweet piss all i can do about it....except i have to work my butt off REALLY hard this year....boy so sory if been cracking nearly an obnoxious jokes time to time, its just me trying to cope and trying to keep freinds here, as right now that is all I have. so forgive me. and I will keep working hard.
and at same time, im trying hard to remember who i am, its scary that i feel a bit spaced out at times, for no reasons, and no drugs involved apart from the medication (citalopram which works well but it seems to be maybe, too well that making me go funny, im gonna seek advice with doctor see if i can withdrawl or cut it down slowly , those type of drugs are NOT to be stop straight away, bad reactions happens i know this...
oh well
but yeah, thats what im feeling like today, abit worried about stress and that asshole at the university who's extremely unhelpful and she's getting away with it, I hate it, but love the subject that I do, but when im stuck its like Who the hell can i talk to? its like a flipping fridge on my chest...
Exhausted.
Burned out.
Need a vacation....on an island with no one but Wilson for a long time.....
Stay gone in the Caribbean a year .. that sounds pretty good.
Do you mind that they might be staying with you a while?
I'm already 1/2way crazy like that, so that island with Wilson sounds like a good idea.
Kidding aside, I hope you're ok.
Frisky Feline said:Boring.. Hope someone can create more threads on AD. :fruit:
I went through hours of getting "database error" rather than getting to see any new posts. Not sure who all was held up by this in what locations. It just started acting better a short time ago.Boring.. Hope someone can create more threads on AD. :fruit: