Unlike Miss Pincchio.....
My life was almost perfect until....
During my high school,
At age 19, I had a chicken pox.
A month and half later...
I had my face paralyzed.
It could be permanent or temporary (normally last three weeks.)
I thought I was the ugliest girl in the world.
I tried to kill myself many times and was admitted to ER several times.
I was anti social.
I was never asked to go to the Prom. Again, I thought I was the ugliest.
I quit track team.
It wasn't three weeks...it was three months long...
Few days after I graduated, I didnt smile on my g day. (I looked like a lady who Amy Fisher shot her boyfriend s wife)
I was on the way to another state but the doctor stopped me and said, maybe you have a tumor.
I cried.
Thought my life was over.
I was taken to MRI scan exam.
The local doctor found a small ball in my brain.
I cried and hated my life.
My parents took me to the specialist.
Said that he was not sure if I had a tumor or damaged nerve from chicken pox.
Maybe I go to another state for college, within six months, if no improvement, come home immediately, highly likely a tumor. If moves, then I may not have a tumor.
I cried....
...but I decided not to let my dream to fall.
I went to another state to go to college.
Continued to accomplish my dream.....worked at the camp for deaf children.
Children looked at me differently. I cried but I still had a hope.
Six months later, I looked at myself in the mirror. And tried to smile.
LOOK! My cheek is moving!
For a year, my face was full recovered. I had a faith and now I am happily healthy. There s no need to be despair over our deformity bodies. Be grateful what we have in our lives. I m grateful for my education, my home, my awesome fiance, and especially my adopted parents. (they are my heroes) *sniffs*.
Miss P, you gotta be strong and no needed to whine. No needed to be depair. You are still beautiful inside and out to God's eyes. Please don't continue to do this. You are a daughter of God and he loves you. Remember return your love to him and live your life.
Thanks!