True, if I say something about it then they will call me the devil cuz it is not God's way, it is their belief. It just come up to me one night and opened my crown of head and pour into me. I witnessed God work among us and shamans only work on the surface and underworld.True, they are healers, only come from higher source. With Jesus Christ, He is different from them cuz He is most powerful and is in charge of the unverisal. I answer to Him only because He was the one who opened me up and brought me home with Him long time ago. I forgot all about it till He showed me few years ago.
I had a near death experience once and I was healed because God wanted me to stay here. Otherwise I would have gone home with Him and never be here on AD. My mother prayed to God and asked Him to take me home with Him cuz the doctor told her they were nothing they can do for me at that time. It was horrible moment for my parents and sibilings. But someone else prayed to God to let me to live and promised to take care of me. Her prayer was answered. I am here because of her. She needs me more than anyone need me then. Now will of God I am here and thankful for the gift of life He gave it to me and share them with me. My memory came back to me as I get older that is how I remembered His golden light twirling around me and into me, while I was sleeping peaceful alike a baby then send me back to earth. Shaman could not do this because they are not God. They have to ask first before they can do the healings.