If you feel like commiting suicide, please read this first...
DONT DO IT, IT HURTS YOUR LOVE ONE MORE THAT YOU. Are you thinking about suicide? If you are then what about this! You want to do it. Life is impossible. Suicide is your only way out. Fine.... but before you kill yourself consider these facts:suicide is not usually successful. You think you know a guaranteed way. Ask the 25 year old who tried to electricute himself. He lived but both of his arms are gone. What about jumping? Ask a guy who used to be intellegent , with an engaging sense of humor. That was before he leapt from a building. Now he's brain damaged and will always need care. He staggers and has seizures. He lives in a fog. But worst of all , he KNOWS that he USED to be normal. What about pills? Ask the 12 year old who has extensive liver damage from an overdose. Have you seen anybody DIE from liver damage? You turn yellow. It's a hard way to go. What about a gun? Ask the 14 year old who shot himself in the head. Now he drags one leg , has a useless arm , and has no vision or hearing on one side.They lived through "foolproof" suicides. You might to. but.... who will clean your blood off the carpet or scrape your brains from the ceiling? Commercial cleaning companies might refuse that job , but SOMEONE has to do it. Who will have to cut you down from where you hung yourself or identify your bloated body after you've drowned? Your father? Your mother? Your boyfriend or Husband? Your children? The carefully worded "loving" suicide note is of no help. Those who loved will NEVER fully recover. They'll feel regretand (sp?) an unending pain. Suicide is contagious. Look around your family. Look closely at the 4 year old boy playing with his cars on the rug. Kill yourself tonight , and 10 years from now he may do the same thing. You do have other choices. There are people who can help you through this crisis. Call a hotline. Call a friend. Call a minister or a preist. Call a doctor or a hospital. They will tell you that there is hope. Maybe you will find it in the e-mail tomorrow or in a phone call this week. But what your seeking could just be a minute , a month , or a day away. You say you don't want to be stopped? Still you want to do it. Well then I may see you in the phychatric ward later. And they'll work whatever we have left. IF YOU ARE READING THIS , PLEASE STEAL IT AND PLEASE PUT IT IN YOUR DIARY BECAUSE THIS MIGHT MAKE SOMEONE STOP AND THINK ABOUT WHAT ALL THE PAIN THIS PERSON WOULD BE CAUSING IF HE OR SHE WOULD KILL THEMSELVES.