Hi Everyone! I just want to thank you all for sending condolences about my mother's passing 2 weeks ago. This is really heartwrenching to read all this. I finally opened up AD today and read what ya'll had said about my mother. Thank you, Tweety. This has really affected me big time and makes me feel proud to have so many supporters out there that has never met me or my family. You all have a really great heart! There are no words that can explain how I feel. Thank you all! hugs!Its been almost 3 weeks since my mother's death. I think I'm doing pretty good. Of course I have my sad and happy days. I surely do miss my mother very much and hard to believe she's really gone forever but always forever in my heart. I still say "I have to go see my mom this sunday" that's a routine for me that every Sunday I go visit my mother. But I have to keep reminding myself that she's not there anymore. Breaks my heart.
For those of you wondered what happened to my mother, she's had a terminal illness (emphysema) for 9 years. Emphysema is caused from smoking. She was a strong woman very stubborn (like me). All of you guys who's parents are still alive, CHERISH every moment you've got with them. They won't live long as they're getting older, or an accident comes up unexpected, spend all the time with them and tell them you love them. Its very important for them to hear that from each of you. I learned that from spending my time with my mother and telling her I love her everytime I see or call her. I get to hear "I love you" back from my mother and it feels really good. I didn't get to say good-bye to her before she had her last breath. It breaks my heart but I feel somewhat relieved now that she's not in pain anymore, she's up there smiling and watching over me and my family. It made me a stronger person. So that tells you that I'm okay! I better hush now.
Again, Thank you all for your support!
, i always be there for you if you need to chat with ..you are really *brave* girl and can stand up yourself with your feeling , etc.. 
.... I know it must be hard to lose a mother but you're right, the memories last a lifetime....Again, I'm really sorry to hear about your mother, may she rest in peace...
yw anytime!!! if u need me then i always here for u!!! smile!!!! mwah!
You are correct there no words that can describe how you feel. I know how hard that is and really I am very sorry for the lost of your mother. You and your family are in my daily thoughts and prayer. Keep your chins up sweetie! Your mother will always be in your mind and in your heart always. 
I glad to be there when u need me n TWEETYBIRD's support 
Anyway, glad you are doing ok and hope you enjoy this site. Take care now!!
