I don't know u personally, bec I don't determined about you. But see, being a christian, isn't how strongly you believe about Christ and church activities or going to church faithfully. Now, if you placed ur trust in Christ in your life, you are His. But if you fall away be either called carnal, or apostasy or backslidden. Just like you were born in a family, even your parents will say, you no longer in my family, but as a bloodline, you are still in that family. But the Lord will never say, you no longer a family. Like Jesus said, depart from Me, I NEVER knew you, He didn't say, I used to know you, but NEVER. See that is either a christian or never.