But, Pavel, who are you? Are you a christian? Do you believe in God and Jesus?
I am a human. I am a virgin. When i was about eight years old i have been visited by the Spirits of God - stars formed in a shape of a circle. I don't know if i am a christian. But i believe in God and Jesus but differently than most of other people do.
Please note, that every religion is a fragment of universal religion that is a synthesis of all existing religions - the true religion.
Every religion is to understands God and his laws differently than the other religions to lead its believers to certain thoughts, meanings and feelings, which represents a specific predestined energy transformation needed by the whole AllOrganism. Every religion understands God differently and always truly and unruly to a degree. If we want to undestand the Lord - the huge shining figure which has wise and Saint Stars with him and justify and powerful circles, we must step over all the religions and stand above them, bellow them, inside and outside of them at the same time. Then we find the Lord, true faith and truth.
I believe in God and Jesus. I am a very strong christian but no regilious name because regilious name is silly - just to label yourself due to rules, laws, etc - silly. I am simply a christian. That's it.
That is a very good way to be a christian.
The Bible says do not kill people. But you said that God uses some people to kill other people to learn and experience and understand the feelings and teach others. The Bible says DO NOT KILL people. So....it doesn't make a sense. I truly believe in Bible completely because the Bible is the truth as 100%. Sure, people have different understandings because the scriptures are so difficult for people to understand.
The Bible says do not kill people and on the other hand, it also says many different things or explains why killing of people or bad things in general must exist. There is an excerpt from Sirach the book (33:7-15):
7 Why doth one day excel another, when as all the light of every day in the year is of the sun?
8 By the knowledge of the Lord they were distinguished: and he altered seasons and feasts.
9 Some of them hath he made high days, and hallowed them, and some of them hath he made ordinary days.
10 And all men are from the ground, and Adam was created of earth:
11 In much knowledge the Lord hath divided them, and made their ways diverse.
12 Some of them hath he blessed and exalted and some of them he sanctified, and set near himself: but some of them hath he cursed and brought low, and turned out of their places.
13 As the clay is in the potter’s hand, to fashion it at his pleasure: so man is in the hand of him that made him, to render to them as liketh him best.
14 Good is set against evil, and life against death: so is the godly against the sinner, and the sinner against the godly.
15 So look upon all the works of the most High; and there are two and two, one against another.
We can also remeber the words of Solomon the King (Ecclesiastes 3:1-8):
1 To every thing there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heaven:
2 A time to be born, and a time to die; a time to plant, and a time to pluck up that which is planted;
3 A time to kill, and a time to heal; a time to break down, and a time to build up;
4 A time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance;
5 A time to cast away stones, and a time to gather stones together; a time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing;
6 A time to get, and a time to lose; a time to keep, and a time to cast away;
7 A time to rend, and a time to sew; a time to keep silence, and a time to speak;
8 A time to love, and a time to hate; a time of war, and a time of peace.
The whole course of eternity is made of opposite energies and things. We must live through both good and bad things, we must do both good and bad deeds. But the finish of our existence is turning to good and God's Kingdom.