I don't find that funny either..
I have OD'd several times.. nothing major.. just some really close calls.. Its all in the head like DarkAngel said that when you feel like nothing matters.. don't even exist.. depressed.. etc.. that's where you get to the lowest point in your life when you want to commit suicide. I've been there, done that.. and I'm not dead yet. There's a reason why I'm still living.. I know what it is.. its my daughter that's keeping me alive. Its the mentality in your head. My reason I tried before because my ex husband tells me I'm ugly, nobody cared about me, called me dirty names, etc. I couldn't be happy and I felt trapped in my marriage. Those were the times when I tried. 2 years ago, I was on medication for it and it made me crazy and a different person.. i stabbed myself with a knife (didn't go far just enough to make it bleed on my skin), I realize I needed help. Ever since then, I haven't thought about it, not once. I'm not on medication either. I feel so much better with how my life is. There are days when I have the lowest point, I just go sit down outside and think, or watch t.v., just whatever I can do to stay out of that suicidal version.
So I wouldn't joke on it!
I have OD'd several times.. nothing major.. just some really close calls.. Its all in the head like DarkAngel said that when you feel like nothing matters.. don't even exist.. depressed.. etc.. that's where you get to the lowest point in your life when you want to commit suicide. I've been there, done that.. and I'm not dead yet. There's a reason why I'm still living.. I know what it is.. its my daughter that's keeping me alive. Its the mentality in your head. My reason I tried before because my ex husband tells me I'm ugly, nobody cared about me, called me dirty names, etc. I couldn't be happy and I felt trapped in my marriage. Those were the times when I tried. 2 years ago, I was on medication for it and it made me crazy and a different person.. i stabbed myself with a knife (didn't go far just enough to make it bleed on my skin), I realize I needed help. Ever since then, I haven't thought about it, not once. I'm not on medication either. I feel so much better with how my life is. There are days when I have the lowest point, I just go sit down outside and think, or watch t.v., just whatever I can do to stay out of that suicidal version.
So I wouldn't joke on it!

It is too close to home for many people.


