coolgirlspyer90
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I went to school this morning as usual right? and my friends thought it be a great time to ask my crush: Jay to the homecoming dance which was in like 4 or 5 weeks. And so I decided to do that. So this morning; before advisory, i saw jay by himself at a table reading for his english class and i talked to him for a little bit. Then i said:
'hey jay?"-me
jay looks up to me
"would you want to go to the homecoming dance with me?"
Jay looks back down at his book
"I was planning on asking someone else that I know to homecoming...sorry." -jay. Then My smile went away and i didn't know what else to say and looked around the room to advoid tears coming out. then I said;
"oh ok, umm, well, I guess i'll see you later. I'm going to the band room." I got up and left. I finally cried towards after school. I didn't want to make a big deal out of it. most of my friends told me i should ask him to homecoming and didn't realize that he would say that cuz i knew from the start he liked me. so now, my friends were comforting me the minute i told them. And right now i don't think i want to talk to jay or see him for awhile since my heart is kind of broken right now. I def do not want to make a big deal out of it like the last time i did by mistake. I'm still glad we're friends but honestly, it still hurts knowing i like him and i thought he would go with me. but apperently not. So. yeah. that's just about it. I've been trying to listen to my ipod to make me feel better and keep my mind off of things, been doing my homework, trying to get some stuff crammed in my schedule. all that crap. so..i still feel like crying but i'm trying not to before i have to leave for band rehersal at 6pm-8:30pm. Jay will be there too as i know cuz we're both percussionist in marching band. so..idk.
'hey jay?"-me
jay looks up to me
"would you want to go to the homecoming dance with me?"
Jay looks back down at his book
"I was planning on asking someone else that I know to homecoming...sorry." -jay. Then My smile went away and i didn't know what else to say and looked around the room to advoid tears coming out. then I said;
"oh ok, umm, well, I guess i'll see you later. I'm going to the band room." I got up and left. I finally cried towards after school. I didn't want to make a big deal out of it. most of my friends told me i should ask him to homecoming and didn't realize that he would say that cuz i knew from the start he liked me. so now, my friends were comforting me the minute i told them. And right now i don't think i want to talk to jay or see him for awhile since my heart is kind of broken right now. I def do not want to make a big deal out of it like the last time i did by mistake. I'm still glad we're friends but honestly, it still hurts knowing i like him and i thought he would go with me. but apperently not. So. yeah. that's just about it. I've been trying to listen to my ipod to make me feel better and keep my mind off of things, been doing my homework, trying to get some stuff crammed in my schedule. all that crap. so..i still feel like crying but i'm trying not to before i have to leave for band rehersal at 6pm-8:30pm. Jay will be there too as i know cuz we're both percussionist in marching band. so..idk.