Cutebihivguy
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Hello all.
I am new to this site and just wanted to introduce myself.
My Story:
I am hard of hearing. I was diagnosed with HIV I think in 1998/99. I was married and was going through a difficult time. I am also bisexual. I was in NYC making a presentation, when I begin to experience pain. On a break I went home and made appointment to see doctor. I knew something was wrong and I thought maybe I had been a long time carrier. I went to the doctor and he confirmed it. That night I went home to tell my wife, thinking she was going to accuse me of having an affair, which I did. When I told her, she started crying violently and screaming. I was sorry. I was confused ---I don't know if she had contracted it. She thanked me for having the courage to tell her. She divorced me. I was upset, hurt, you name it. I thought about suicide but thought who the hell would want me now. Ironically, I went to counselling to discuss the issue and discussed everything but that.
Eventually I decided to think it's not the end it is hard having an STD and just deal with things. I know health is personal!
wink me anytime.
I am new to this site and just wanted to introduce myself.
My Story:
I am hard of hearing. I was diagnosed with HIV I think in 1998/99. I was married and was going through a difficult time. I am also bisexual. I was in NYC making a presentation, when I begin to experience pain. On a break I went home and made appointment to see doctor. I knew something was wrong and I thought maybe I had been a long time carrier. I went to the doctor and he confirmed it. That night I went home to tell my wife, thinking she was going to accuse me of having an affair, which I did. When I told her, she started crying violently and screaming. I was sorry. I was confused ---I don't know if she had contracted it. She thanked me for having the courage to tell her. She divorced me. I was upset, hurt, you name it. I thought about suicide but thought who the hell would want me now. Ironically, I went to counselling to discuss the issue and discussed everything but that.
Eventually I decided to think it's not the end it is hard having an STD and just deal with things. I know health is personal!
wink me anytime.