Wildcoyote70
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I want to tell the world this---if you disagree well sorry guys… I don’t care what you think but I want to share anyways…if you want to add comments post it! If you want private advices or private comment, private message me with any comments that you don’t want to share in public… you guys if you have similar or any experience, please welcome to share in here! 
Mmm finally I can tell the world this, I have been hiding this true feelings for long time. At last, I realize it it almost was too late to me.. whew.. I’ll explain…it may be very personal/long story but I want to share my experiences and advices to you all men out there… DON’T WAIT, GO FOR IT!!
I got to know this cute 17 years old girl, and I knew that SHE’S the one for me right there. Had this hugeeee CRUSHHHHH on her Somehow, she was 17 I was 25.. I knew I couldn’t do anything so I decide to wait till she finish school. Somehow she and I left separate ways, I got married, she got married at young age.. then she found me through a friend, boy I was thrilled!! I has been searching for her for many years.. 9 years… found out she was getting divorce, so I stand by her all the way helping her through her grief period. As we grew closer, talking to each other everyday.. I confessed her my crush for her…. we started talking about everything, even our future together. She lived in Georgia at the time…
But then, my marriage fell apart (nothing has to do with this girl). So I went ahead do divorce processing but it was big struggling…why well because my divorce affected me a lot, I begun to push her away, she was hurting a lot, and I somehow attracted to another girl….i met and barely knew her (2 mons)(compare to this crush girl.. 9 years) .. yes this crush lady eventally found out, she hurted even more.. but my feelings for this crush girl is all REAL…I was on rebound with this young girl, like I want to forget the pain that divorce caused me, boy was I WRONG… it doesn’t really help that much…and I kept on pushing her (this crush girl) away, my mind was filled with so many things to figure out, budget, house, (I might lose house to divorce!! :madfawk: Arrghhh thaxs to this ex wife grrr), so I thought putting this crush girl on hold was a best thing… well I WAS WRONG!!! :jaw: She sticks by me 100 percent no matter how far I push her away, she kept believing me, having faith in me… even helped me with $$ a lotttt (I won’t comment how much) I told her she did not have to help me with money but she said “I don’t care, I want to help because I really loves you very much!!” Wow.. isn’t she amazing!!!! she supported, talk to me, being here for me no matter how bad mood I got or grumpy I GET!! I have been grumpy for too long.. she still stick by me tho she lives so far away.. SHE KNEW HOW POOR I WAS… but she still sticks by me, care about me a lot and kept saying she really loves me, no matter how poor I am and I did not say much to her lately like I am guarding myself for some reason…but she still tells me that she loves me..… I keep on pushing her away, yes it hurts her sooooo muchhh. Tho she kept her faith in me… I appericate her so much and realized how important she is to me now.. and I still felt she’s the one after all… so I woke up and realize it, if I keep on pushing her away, I will lose her forever like I lost the chance once before!!!! So I told this girl I attracted to a good bye and asked this crush girl to fly to see me, and I confessed to her that I really loves her like forever and gave her a HUGE apologize for hurting her like this… we had a LONG DICUSSION she said every time she’s around me her pains went away.. she knew I was the one for her too.. that why she kept believing me trust me faith me all the way no matter what I did to her.. she sticked by me all the way. I am amazed by her supportive! Now… she’s gonna move in with me… as soon as she moves in I want to propose her in romantic way....
And don’t hide her from everyone!!! It’s bad idea… it hurted my girl too that she has to hide her true feelings from me just because I told her so and push her away while we were in secret relationship due to my ex wife and this girl I was attracted to…. You guys if you are hiding your true crush from everybody then YOU ARE AFRAID FOR SOME REASON!!
You need your head examined! listen to your own heart!!! Your heart knew she’s one the one for many years ?? then stop worry about things on your mind, it will resolves if you let her by your side with you in person. Don’t be afraid of your true feelings for this girl…. DON’T BE AFRAID, DON’T WAIT, GOOOO FOR IT!!!!! Whatever mess you are in, just go for it and your life will be better, believe me…. You’ll be glad that you stop fooling this girl with DOUBTS and be open to her MORE!! It’s well worth for life!! It happened to my friend, he lost this true love forever just because he pushed her away after told her he loves her for many years since school… he REGRET it BIG TIME… please tell her you really loves her today… don’t wait for tomorrow.. tell her in email, pager, anything just tell her you really loves her today and tell her she can talk to you anytime 24 hours, 7 days.. I let this girl do that to me in front of ppl… they go who you talking to (through our pagers) I just told them I am in love with this girl, and even in front of this girl I was attracted to, I told her sorry I am in love with her for 9 years…. She was hurt yes but it the best way to do to tell her truth instead of holding back and lie to her and also tell this crush girl how sorry (like u really mean it) you are for hurting her for so long… she’ll be glad… if you really loves her then she is very worth to hold on… and special to you in many ways… like my girl is to me now.. I am in forever grateful for her love, faith, trust, loyality in me! That why I am proposing to her as soon as she moves here to live with me… I don’t want to lose any more years without her ever again!!! 
Trust me, you men need to think twice!!! TRUTH WILL SET YOU FREE! TELL HER TRUTH ABOUT EVERYTHING AND YOU’LL FEEL MUCH RELIEVED FOR ONCE AND ALL! THIS IS YOUR LAST CHANCE FOR HAPPINESS THAT YOU ALL DESERVES TO HAVE!!!!!!
Ahhh now I feel so better telling everybody how much I truly LOVE this girl of mine~~ Im looking forward to a better life, better future with this amazing lady I once lost many years with…PEACE!!!!
Mmm finally I can tell the world this, I have been hiding this true feelings for long time. At last, I realize it it almost was too late to me.. whew.. I’ll explain…it may be very personal/long story but I want to share my experiences and advices to you all men out there… DON’T WAIT, GO FOR IT!!
I got to know this cute 17 years old girl, and I knew that SHE’S the one for me right there. Had this hugeeee CRUSHHHHH
on her Somehow, she was 17 I was 25.. I knew I couldn’t do anything so I decide to wait till she finish school. Somehow she and I left separate ways, I got married, she got married at young age.. then she found me through a friend, boy I was thrilled!! I has been searching for her for many years.. 9 years… found out she was getting divorce, so I stand by her all the way helping her through her grief period. As we grew closer, talking to each other everyday.. I confessed her my crush for her…. we started talking about everything, even our future together. She lived in Georgia at the time… But then, my marriage fell apart (nothing has to do with this girl). So I went ahead do divorce processing but it was big struggling…why well because my divorce affected me a lot, I begun to push her away, she was hurting a lot, and I somehow attracted to another girl….i met and barely knew her (2 mons)(compare to this crush girl.. 9 years) .. yes this crush lady eventally found out, she hurted even more.. but my feelings for this crush girl is all REAL…I was on rebound with this young girl, like I want to forget the pain that divorce caused me, boy was I WRONG… it doesn’t really help that much…and I kept on pushing her (this crush girl) away, my mind was filled with so many things to figure out, budget, house, (I might lose house to divorce!! :madfawk: Arrghhh thaxs to this ex wife grrr), so I thought putting this crush girl on hold was a best thing… well I WAS WRONG!!! :jaw: She sticks by me 100 percent no matter how far I push her away, she kept believing me, having faith in me… even helped me with $$ a lotttt (I won’t comment how much) I told her she did not have to help me with money but she said “I don’t care, I want to help because I really loves you very much!!” Wow.. isn’t she amazing!!!! she supported, talk to me, being here for me no matter how bad mood I got or grumpy I GET!! I have been grumpy for too long.. she still stick by me tho she lives so far away.. SHE KNEW HOW POOR I WAS… but she still sticks by me, care about me a lot and kept saying she really loves me, no matter how poor I am and I did not say much to her lately like I am guarding myself for some reason…but she still tells me that she loves me..… I keep on pushing her away, yes it hurts her sooooo muchhh. Tho she kept her faith in me… I appericate her so much and realized how important she is to me now.. and I still felt she’s the one after all… so I woke up and realize it, if I keep on pushing her away, I will lose her forever like I lost the chance once before!!!! So I told this girl I attracted to a good bye and asked this crush girl to fly to see me, and I confessed to her that I really loves her like forever and gave her a HUGE apologize for hurting her like this… we had a LONG DICUSSION she said every time she’s around me her pains went away.. she knew I was the one for her too.. that why she kept believing me trust me faith me all the way no matter what I did to her.. she sticked by me all the way. I am amazed by her supportive! Now… she’s gonna move in with me… as soon as she moves in I want to propose her in romantic way....
And don’t hide her from everyone!!! It’s bad idea… it hurted my girl too that she has to hide her true feelings from me just because I told her so and push her away while we were in secret relationship due to my ex wife and this girl I was attracted to…. You guys if you are hiding your true crush from everybody then YOU ARE AFRAID FOR SOME REASON!!
You need your head examined! listen to your own heart!!! Your heart knew she’s one the one for many years ?? then stop worry about things on your mind, it will resolves if you let her by your side with you in person. Don’t be afraid of your true feelings for this girl…. DON’T BE AFRAID, DON’T WAIT, GOOOO FOR IT!!!!! Whatever mess you are in, just go for it and your life will be better, believe me…. You’ll be glad that you stop fooling this girl with DOUBTS and be open to her MORE!! It’s well worth for life!! It happened to my friend, he lost this true love forever just because he pushed her away after told her he loves her for many years since school… he REGRET it BIG TIME… please tell her you really loves her today… don’t wait for tomorrow.. tell her in email, pager, anything just tell her you really loves her today and tell her she can talk to you anytime 24 hours, 7 days.. I let this girl do that to me in front of ppl… they go who you talking to (through our pagers) I just told them I am in love with this girl, and even in front of this girl I was attracted to, I told her sorry I am in love with her for 9 years…. She was hurt yes but it the best way to do to tell her truth instead of holding back and lie to her and also tell this crush girl how sorry (like u really mean it) you are for hurting her for so long… she’ll be glad… if you really loves her then she is very worth to hold on… and special to you in many ways… like my girl is to me now.. I am in forever grateful for her love, faith, trust, loyality in me! That why I am proposing to her as soon as she moves here to live with me… I don’t want to lose any more years without her ever again!!! Trust me, you men need to think twice!!! TRUTH WILL SET YOU FREE! TELL HER TRUTH ABOUT EVERYTHING AND YOU’LL FEEL MUCH RELIEVED FOR ONCE AND ALL! THIS IS YOUR LAST CHANCE FOR HAPPINESS THAT YOU ALL DESERVES TO HAVE!!!!!!
Ahhh now I feel so better telling everybody how much I truly LOVE this girl of mine~~ Im looking forward to a better life, better future with this amazing lady I once lost many years with…PEACE!!!!
ohhhh...can't swim? Okayyy, no problem! Let's see...well...just pick out a very beautiful diamond ring and take her out to a plush diner and pop the question at the table...how's that? In any case however you do it...I'm sure you'll find a romantic way of proposing to her...and wish you two all the best!! 
hahaha that's so funny, roadrunner.. maybe I'll take your ADVICE on this LOL LOL NOTTT Im thinking for several ways, haven't decide how yet... still have time before she moves here 
How 'bout (making sure she will be at home or some place at a certain time) rollin' along in a nice long limo...and have the driver go up to the door and politely asking for her...(yeah, imagine the quizzal look on her face! 
) and the driver leading her to the limo...openin' the door, and viola!! Showin' your face and expressing your love towards her and...and...well, I better NOT say anymore...THAT'S for you to figure out how it'll go...whether or not proposing her right there or during the ride or going somewhere where you can create a wonderful scene as you propose to the lady of your life!