Oceanbreeze
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Miss*Pinocchio said:No I am saying I was in love with a Hawaii guy and I don't meet
total expectations to marry him, in order to procreate (I just look that word up, to find out what it means). Yeah I am sad and depressed cause
I am ugly, I got bad attitude, lonely and all.
That is why I do all of those crooked things and bad things, and said many stupid things... making people mad and pissed off, being goofy, cause I got bad self esteem.
If I look normal, I would act normal with positive attitude.
And Ellen Degenes, the comedian, why does she act that way?
She has pretty eyes, why does she look goofy and dance in the commercial?
When she can be like Oprah, if she just be a little bit more serious,
and be normal, and hold her head high, why she has to sit on a chair like that? And Rosie O'Donnell, why she doesn't be herself, why she
degraded herself in public.
Why do gay men act like they got low self esteem, act like geeks?
Why can't a partner stay at bedside of an ailing partner?
In hospital, I walk in one of my friends' room, and nobody asked
me if I am related to him.... That is stupid
that you can't stay at bedside with that person.
What kind of hospital rules is that, anyway?
Fine, I will act mature here, and act like Meg and Oceanbreeze who act normal here....
I'll act like a typical 34 years old woman, since that is what
everybody want me to be like that. Okay, no joking around from now on, I'll be serious and be boring and not be childlike. Deal?
I just saw this. I am glad you consider me mature. But, let me tell you something. I'm also not perfect. I have issues, Miss P, just like you do. The different between myself and you, though, is I admit when I made a mistake, and I apologize for it. The difference between you and I, is that I don't purposely go around acting like a fool just to irritate the crap out of some one. I'm far from "normal" as you would say. I was born with a congenital abnormality just like you were, but i don't go around pitying myself because of it. I accept myself the way I am, and I use THAT to my advantage! I have a lot of faults, but I am generally a nice person. That's what makes you and I different. You are so afraid of people that you push them away.
Miss P, stop the pity party. Stop the bashing of our gay friends on here, and just be yourself. Your REAL self. You might find that someone might like you!