I feel sad... =(

[coolgirlspyer90]

I found out by my OLD screenname that my friend (name removed) blocked me...I saw her online. I was talking to her then all the sudden she signed off. I had a bad feeling in my pit and i saw her online on my old aim. And she says if i told any of her secrets on her she'll totally ruin my social life, which means also my crush not liking me anymore. And i told her i wouldn't say any of her secrets. Idk what happen. It hurts alot.. I thought she was my friend. She seemed like a rly good friend to me right from the start. But now idk what happened. This is hopeless...idk what to do anymore... i feel like i'm gonna cry....

 

[JClarke]

Their loss -- you are always there to make new friends, people who blocked you are not your true friends... their loss.. I have lost 4 friends already.

 

[dead money]

what he said ^^

Some people just have personalities where they have to create more drama than there ever needs to be. I say fuck it and let her relize the mistake she made.

 

[JClarke]

Aye, dead money's has another point.

 

[KarissaMann05]

Above of those two guys ^ ^ ^ are right.

Their loss.

I have many enemies because of how I am a 'different' person; a lack of intelligence, beauty, and whatever it is. Guess what? THEIR LOSS.

All I worry about is my life, my percious family, and my dear friends.

 

[coolgirlspyer90]

Thanks, my friend (name removed) unblocked me when i signed off. I saw her little offline msg that she had under her screenname. I accidently told my guy friend: (guy name removed), about (name removed) crush because I thought (guy name removed) already knew about it when (name removed) told him about her crush. SO I thought he knew but he didn't apperently when (name removed) got all pissed at me. And so she blocked me, and i tried calling her on her phone one time and she forwarded me to her voicemail and i left a message. I called my friend (guy name removed), to see what's going on. He answered me but then said: "hey, (name removed) is with me so bye." and hung up. I felt like shit. But that was like last week on monday. She told me if i told a secret to anyone again she'll totally ruin my social life and reputation. And I don't want that. Cuz that would suck and I wouldn't able to have any good friends. I had a sucky middle school years and I don't want high school to be sucky too...

 

[JClarke]

Screw them, go and find better friends.

 

[moonflower]

don't worry about them just let them go. that is their loss, that is her problems not yours. they are not worth to worry over.

i don't have much friends.
i don't have 1,000 friends that is too many for me heh i prefer a small circle of friends as only 25 friends i cares about are my small circle of friends that all

of course i lost few of my friends they are my ex friends they not worth to be my friends. i am not worry over them i just let them go.

 

[KarissaMann05]

That's very immature of her for threaten you because you accidently spit a secret.

They're not worth to have them back. Let them go and go hang out some friends you know.

 

[KarissaMann05]

don't worry about them just let them go. that is their loss, that is her problems not yours. they are not worth to worry over.

i don't have much friends.
i don't have 1,000 friends that is too many for me heh i prefer a small circle of friends as only 25 friends i cares about are my small circle of friends that all

of course i lost few of my friends they are my ex friends they not worth to be my friends. i am not worry over them i just let them go.

Yep yep. Agreed.

I don't have so many friends, too... :shrugs:

 

[coolgirlspyer90]

Screw them, go and find better friends.

I doubt that...High school probably will be hard. I'm trying to be better at math. Cuz Math is like totally hard for me. So i started reviewing some math from my math book that my grandparents gave me. Its called: Math doesn't suck. ITs a book made for girls to make it much eaiser and more fun for girls. So...For me its more harder to make good friends to have them treat me like other people. BEcause i'm deaf and I can talk normal. but its pretty hard soo..

 

[KarissaMann05]

Girl, I am going to tell you some of my personal experiences here. Give me a minute...

 

[moonflower]

coolspyer
are you in public school?? sound like you are in

i had been mainstream schools all of my life i didn't have problems like yours but i don't let them ruin my life i just let them go if they had problems with me that all.

 

[coolgirlspyer90]

That's very immature of her for threaten you because you accidently spit a secret.

They're not worth to have them back. Let them go and go hang out some friends you know.

I know its bad for her to threaten me like that. But Idk how to handle that if she actually does it when school starts next week on tuesday. And if she starts doing that, idk how to handle it. I don't want to ruin my reputation. Plus, If i tell my parents, they would be so mad at (name removed) for doing that and call her grandma (she lives with her grandma because she doesn't like living with her parents which they are divorced and her mom is a bad mom by not taking any responsablility and her dad is a workaholic) (name removed) is a fun, preppy, happy girl, and she's a comedian.So idk...

 

[coolgirlspyer90]

coolspyer
are you in public school?? sound like you are in

i had been mainstream schools all of my life i didn't have problems like yours but i don't let them ruin my life i just let them go if they had problems with me that all.

Yes I am in public school. I go to (Name of High School removed) in ohio. And I'm pretty much the only deaf 9th grader girl to be in a hearing school with an interpreter. I can talk great with the help of my speech thearpy. ANd i'm still taking thearpy which i dread. and I use my CI and HA all the time. I don't use FM systems because they don't work very good. Plus my mom put in my IEP that I don't have to use the FM system if i wanted to. It was an option for me if i wanted to use it or not.

 

[KarissaMann05]

Okay - I'm be honest with you.

When I joined my old deaf school when I was fifth grader and I was very geeky who wore non-matchable clothes and never wear jeans. I knew nothing about homsexuality while all students already knew about homosexuality... I also was kinda of way behind down because I was a late bloomer.

Guess what? I got only two friends when I joined the deaf school for the first time.

I was cruelly bullied and awfully teased by jerks, even I felt so betayed by fake friends.

I became a loner and they almost never allow me to play with them except my two friends. Only two friends helped me so much, sadly, one of my friends moved to different place so I personally depended on my only best friend. So, I had to follow their "rules" of clothe styles. :roll: I had to ask my mom to get new jeans, nice clothes, and etc etc so still - I was always bullied... my best friend taught me so I could catch up better... I was so bear for eight years of my old school from middle school to high school... I had not many friends, anyway.

At the least, I am out and have my life back, then ride a joy.

So, at the present time, students who are still jerks, it's their loss. I don't need them, like I said on #5 post here.

 

[Bebonang]

Well, it is hard to pick the right kind of friends that you thought you can trust them. I don't particularly like having a friend threaten that will upset your very deep soul. Ouch! That hurt your feeling very much. So she is not worthy to you. Find the right friend that you are happy with. Just go easy on yourself and try not to worry about what she said to you in a threaten way. Ignore her and her new crush, too. They are not being nice to you anyway.

As for Math, guess what, I am taking a course in Math at my old age (I am 62) and my teacher want me to learn Algebra. She said that it is easy and fun to learn and I have never done Algebra before when I was in high school. Found out in 1970 that I could not go to Gallaudet University because I need to pass with Algebra from high school in the 1966. What a bummer!! Right now I am too old to go into Gallaudet University at my age.

 

[KarissaMann05]

I know its bad for her to threaten me like that. But Idk how to handle that if she actually does it when school starts next week on tuesday. And if she starts doing that, idk how to handle it. I don't want to ruin my reputation. Plus, If i tell my parents, they would be so mad at (name removed) for doing that and call her grandma (she lives with her grandma because she doesn't like living with her parents which they are divorced and her mom is a bad mom by not taking any responsablility and her dad is a workaholic) (name removed) is a fun, preppy, happy girl, and she's a comedian.So idk...

She don't need to threaten you, I can see she's not good to you.

If you truly care about her, I think you should try to work it out with her. I don't want to see you are on a waste time of being friend with her if she rejected you because of your mistake...

I know it's hard to get new friends... Just stay positive and try to talk with her for work it out together..

 

[coolgirlspyer90]

Okay - I'm be honest with you.

When I joined my old deaf school when I was fifth grader and I was very geeky who wore non-matchable clothes and never wear jeans. I knew nothing about homsexuality while all students already knew about homosexuality... I also was kinda of way behind down because I was a late bloomer.

Guess what? I got only two friends when I joined the deaf school for the first.

I was cruelly bullied and awfully teased by jerks, even I felt so betayed by fake friends.

I became a loner and they almost never allow me to play with them except my two friends. Only two friends helped me so much, sadly, one of my friends moved to different place so I personally depended on my only best friend. So, I had to follow their "rules" of clothe styles. :roll: I had to ask my mom to get new jeans, nice clothes, and etc etc so still - I was always bullied... my best friend taught me so I could catch up better... I was so bear for eight years of my old school from middle school to high school... I had not many friends, anyway.

At the least, I am out and have my life back, then ride a joy.

So, at the persents, students who are still jerks, it's their loss. I don't need them, like I said on #5 post here.

thankss, I kind of relate to your story here. But basiclly i was never bullied. It was more of a: talking-behing-your-back kind of thing. And My social studies teacher did this tradition US Consitution preamble. But this time he made this special, He asked me and my interpreter to do a Sign Language US Consitution Preamble to the whole social studies class All day to every social studies class in middle school. I did this when i was in the 7th grade and 8th grade. So after that I was kind of being treated more better than in the 6th grade. I did this preamble twice (7th and 8th grade) and i was treated better. And that gave me a bit more confidence in myself. Until a bad thing happened in January (middle of january) when my ex-friend (name removed) did a NUDE PHOTO and showed it to a guy at school and that guy made $$ for it. Her parents never knew about it. Until the principal found out about it by the rumors around school and eventually told her parents about it. Plus..more worst: her nude photo was posted ONLINE. (name removed) told me about it like b4 she blocked me. I was shocked. I stopped being (name removed) friend. because she was becoming a bitch. And she's best friend with my ex-friend named (name removed). And (name removed) is Emo, and she was gonna dye her hair black, and she thinks she's the leader of the pack of everything, knows abt everything, has this attitude, and she was there when (name removed) did the nude pic. Plus (name removed) is a Bi...i found out by (name removed). I stopped being her friend too. (name removed) and (name removed) never treated me right as real friends. So i got fustrated and fed up and stopped being their friend by confronting them. (name removed) didnt say anything in email. But (name removed) replied by saying that she was sry that everything didn't work out so well. and she said that my interpreter hated her. ANd My interprer doesn't hate anyone. She was only trying to help and get people attentions. So....

 

[KarissaMann05]

thankss, I kind of relate to your story here. But basiclly i was never bullied. It was more of a: talking-behing-your-back kind of thing. And My social studies teacher did this tradition US Consitution preamble. But this time he made this special, He asked me and my interpreter to do a Sign Language US Consitution Preamble to the whole social studies class All day to every social studies class in middle school. I did this when i was in the 7th grade and 8th grade. So after that I was kind of being treated more better than in the 6th grade. I did this preamble twice (7th and 8th grade) and i was treated better. And that gave me a bit more confidence in myself. Until a bad thing happened in January (middle of january) when my ex-friend (name removed) did a NUDE PHOTO and showed it to a guy at school and that guy made $$ for it. Her parents never knew about it. Until the principal found out about it by the rumors around school and eventually told her parents about it. Plus..more worst: her nude photo was posted ONLINE. (name removed) told me about it like b4 she blocked me. I was shocked. I stopped being (name removed) friend. because she was becoming a bitch. And she's best friend with my ex-friend named (name removed). And (name removed) is Emo, and she was gonna dye her hair black, and she thinks she's the leader of the pack of everything, knows abt everything, has this attitude, and she was there when (name removed) did the nude pic. Plus (name removed) is a Bi...i found out by (name removed). I stopped being her friend too. (name removed) and (name removed) never treated me right as real friends. So i got fustrated and fed up and stopped being their friend by confronting them. (name removed) didnt say anything in email. But (name removed) replied by saying that she was sry that everything didn't work out so well. and she said that my interpreter hated her. ANd My interprer doesn't hate anyone. She was only trying to help and get people attentions. So....

If it's really personal about nasty thing. I don't think you should post it here.

Since you explained your reasons, clearly, you don't need them or her to be friend with. All I can say is I agreed with some AD'ers here. Get friends and have a life, sure, to make a new firend may be hard but a lot of patience as long as you can so you will get new friends in no time.

I'm really sorry how they treated you like that.