OMG - the guy was so hot!!!!
Anyhow he really hopes its' going to work. He is going to come over and start helping me train her. He said how adorable the girls were...
I couldn't keep my eyes off him or the dog LOL!
OMG am I bad or what?? He gave me a hug, and my gosh it was a HUGE one. He even offered my mother a ride home?!
Anyways too soon for me. But who knows.
Well, she needs " somethin' " to cheer her up, Deaf258. Give her some smiles...
Pretty cowardly action for him to do, but some family men, without explanation, have been known to do it at times.
OMG - the guy was so hot!!!!
Anyhow he really hopes its' going to work. He is going to come over and start helping me train her. He said how adorable the girls were...
I couldn't keep my eyes off him or the dog LOL!
OMG am I bad or what?? He gave me a hug, and my gosh it was a HUGE one. He even offered my mother a ride home?!
Anyways too soon for me. But who knows.
And my hubby had no reason to leave. I did all of that and more. He said he couldn't give me reasons and that it wasn't my fault. It was him. So...
as much as I try to anaylize it and beat myself up over it. I can't. I need to go on with my life. Yes, I love him. It hurts more than you can imagine. But I love him enough, to let him go. As hard, as painful, as has wrong as it seems. That is real love.
My entire family is shocked. No warning.
Oh and by the way our lives are stable. I am the stable one. I am the strong force. The last week has been hell. So how can you judge? How you can see or feel or anything what I am walking through? I would like to know that? Having a new pet, its the best thing for us. I am a single mother, alone with two children - I cannot hear what if someone came in and something happened? It's the best defense. Plus I am a total dog lover. So please knock off the harsh judgements and opinions because you really have no clue what you are talking about.
My ex and I talked today. He wanted to see how I and the girls were doing. I told them were were doing fine. I was calm. He talked said I know it was wrong the way I did it. I said yes, it was but I forgive you. He apologized. He said we weren't happy as a couple. I said no, you weren't. But it was your choice to leave so...I love you enough to let you go. He said he still loves me. He also asked if he could come over watch movies, and stuff. I told him he really hurt all of us. And I couldn't see us doing that. I told him that he isn't going to ever commit because he wants his "single" life and be a part time parent not a family man. I told he that he puts his parents and friends #1 and that he needs to grow up. I wasn't nasty, I wasn't rude, I was just very sensitive and calm. With a soft spoken voice. I told him that I am sorry that this had to happen, but like Grandma said there is a reason for everything. This was not a mistake. I told him I have to live in that, and believe that. That this was good for the both of us. So, he was totally blown away. So.....
I think it was good. I really do. I felt a release. I really felt like now he has to let me go just as I had to.
The girls aren't his biologically. Their mine.