Explanation........once you improve physically after a close brush with death, you go through a psychological readjustment. It was just time for me to take a pause and re-evaluate life. Spent some time conferring with one of my old mentors. Guess what? I decided that I am completely and fully satisfied with my life, what I do, and how I do it. Can't see that I'm missing out on much at all, and I am making efforts each and every day to adhere to my principles and my ethics. That's the long story cut short.
And, if I don't excite Posts from hell, I must be doing something right!