Babyblue
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i know from personal experience that living with bipolar can be h*ll on earth and can send you on a constant roller coaster ride of emotions. i'm sure this person felt the same way. it's a shame he had to lose his life because of it.
bipolar is an illness i wouldn't wish upon my worst enemy.Huh?
sorry about that, babyblue. i accidentally hit the "submit reply" button before I was ready to post my message. i'm also only typing with one hand (my right hand), so that is also having a negative effect on my ability to send complete posts.
LOL its ok. Hope the hand is better soon.
my doctor said i'll need cts surgery which i hope to schedule asap. i'll keep everyone here updated on how that turns out.So why would did he put it on the web, via web camera. Did he do it. Hoping some one would stop him?
Or rescue him?
I'm trying to understand.
unfortunately, no one will ever know. people who want to commit suicide are crying out for help. i know that sounds like a chiche, but it's true. people who commit suicide really want to be stopped and don't want to take desperate measures to end their lives. then again, it's also possible that he was suicidal due to severe depression or a psychotic manic episode and the voices inside his head told him to kill himself. i know when i was suicidal 2 years ago and my voices were telling me to injest a bottle of tylenol, i called one of my sisters on the phone at 4:30 in the morning insisting that the media was after me and wanted me killed. (i know it sounds strange, but it's true.)
Authorities say some who were watching egged Biggs on, some said they didn't believe he would do it, others messaged in horror as they realized this was no joke
He had actual people online telling him to do it! Not just voices in his head. It is sickening.
That is entirely possible, but unfortunately no one will know as the one person who can answer that question is no longer available.
