I've got a meeting tomorrow with the college psychcologist and one of the girls who I had a fight with. I am glad that we're meeting as I've been agonizing over what precisly caused this huge fight. (I do know that it was partily the Dani sitution) However I am INCREDIBLY nervous about what will be revealed at the meeting and also the outcome of the meeting. Please pray for me....I really need it, and am scared right now.
Request for prayers/good thoughts
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Deafdyke, keep the positive thought when you go to the meeting. I have done that in the past and it help me alot. I will be praying for ya and hope for the best. 
Well we had the meeting......and it was just as I thought. OB feels uncomfortable towards me b/c of a bad depressive episode I went through last semester. It's really hard.....she said she still cares for me, but doesn't want to be my friend anymore. I understand 100% but it's just so fucking hard to lose one of the first friends I ever made here at school....and I mean it wouldn't be that hard if she was just a causal friend like someone I knew in the dorms, but she was amazing....I mean one semester we almost roomed together! 
I'm just really sad....I wish OB could understand that this was a totally unexpected epidsode, and most of the time I have dealt with my bipolarness really well. It's just that I regressed for some reason this semester and it was really bad. OB I miss you so damn much......first Dani now you (and the hard part is that Dani is in one of my classes this semester, so I have to see her once a week OB and Dani....I miss you guys more then I can articulate and I'm so fucking sorry I fucked up....I wish I could give you one last hug....it's so hard to say goodbye after knowing you both for years. I will never forget our times in Courtney and watching the first season of American Idol and hanging out and your silly responses to my away messages. I will never forget you. I hope you both have a wonderful life. Goodbye
I'm just really sad....I wish OB could understand that this was a totally unexpected epidsode, and most of the time I have dealt with my bipolarness really well. It's just that I regressed for some reason this semester and it was really bad. OB I miss you so damn much......first Dani now you (and the hard part is that Dani is in one of my classes this semester, so I have to see her once a week OB and Dani....I miss you guys more then I can articulate and I'm so fucking sorry I fucked up....I wish I could give you one last hug....it's so hard to say goodbye after knowing you both for years. I will never forget our times in Courtney and watching the first season of American Idol and hanging out and your silly responses to my away messages. I will never forget you. I hope you both have a wonderful life. Goodbye
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