No spirit.....

[ideafspy]

I feel lost the Christmas spirit this year. It has become empty and left as fill the web inside me. No warm, no joy, and hope that doesn't keep me that way. I do feel down, but I feel no lift my "down" away.

Reason; my friend and I are the roommate. He doesn't want the christmas light up and tree up. I was down by what he said. I see nothing but jealous look at other people has light. It just feel like I am Grinch? That does feel the same happen to you before or now?

 

[TweetyBird]

I feel lost the Christmas spirit this year. It has become empty and left as fill the web inside me. No warm, no joy, and hope that doesn't keep me that way. I do feel down, but I feel no lift my "down" away.

Reason; my friend and I are the roommate. He doesn't want the christmas light up and tree up. I was down by what he said. I see nothing but jealous look at other people has light. It just feel like I am Grinch? That does feel the same happen to you before or now?

if he dont wanna light up and tree up.. so why not take tree in ur bedroom and light it up.. smile!

 

[GalaxyAngel]

Try postive and set up xmas tree.. you'll feel better.. you can do it.

I believe in you..
Don't let your body turns into sour.

 

[JeepGirl]

if you live there and paying the rent.. i would put the tree up just for you.. if your roomie doesn't like it.. then he/she doesn't have to look at it.. you just tell your roomie that its for you and you have the xmas spirits and you're not going to change that for your roomie.. don't be a follower.. be a leader!

 

[SherryCherish]

Huh?!?! You paying the rent, u have a right to have ur side to decorte urself and u can decorte ur lights or tree in ur bedroom

 

[ideafspy]

Thanks for that comment as stand up. Yes, you guy are right. It just feel pointless to me due my health that I got blook clot in Janurany, and then start bank'pty chapter 7 in March due health took over the budget. In May begin kick out by landlord due want to sell the land and expness cover for her husband health. I have chest pain in June and swallow on both legs due heat and been taking test for heart and stress monitor. I went on go college and so on due the Health expness total is 350,000 dollars. Yes, that pretty lot! At least, I am thankful to have insurance cover it that high monthly which costs me 180 dollar per month single. Now my car take away from me and stuck no transport for job and college and all that. The pill I am taking for my heart that costs me 120 dollars per month.

I have to break this before end of year. Which I did it. I got the car used and it better than nothing! At least, its good deal. Its Grand Am 2003, the mileage is 51,500 for 8 thousand dollars include warranty up to 75,000. Only the negative high monthly due the bank'pty. So on, I recent got offer from job to change position for 2006 Janurany 1st. It just I have to walk all this crap. I am not saying, I am harder than you all. It just I have to face this and this and that. Glad there around world are united and be glad I am in United State of American that has private fund to help another people from free stress or anything like that to start over. I just thankful to have two jobs. I thankful that girlfriend accept who I am and what kind of health I am on right now. Even my mental can go down for no reason like out of blue. So I have to start on and then girlfriend accept me as her future to be husband. I just try to finish with college but health got on me. I think this is too much personal to share this moment. It just how I feel no spirit for what I have go all this. Hopefully, I wish for the christmas present under the tree is a better year for 2006. I don't want anything but better for health and keep going on college. Even I am on current life threaten while I am only 25. No fun.

 

[gothicgurlz]

if you live there and paying the rent.. i would put the tree up just for you.. if your roomie doesn't like it.. then he/she doesn't have to look at it.. you just tell your roomie that its for you and you have the xmas spirits and you're not going to change that for your roomie.. don't be a follower.. be a leader!

I agreed with you comletely. You need some X mas spirit!

 

[VamPyroX]

Why would you be a Grinch? It's your roommate that is a Grinch!

 

[Angel]

if you live there and paying the rent.. i would put the tree up just for you.. if your roomie doesn't like it.. then he/she doesn't have to look at it.. you just tell your roomie that its for you and you have the xmas spirits and you're not going to change that for your roomie.. don't be a follower.. be a leader!

I agree with Rebelgirl on this....You live there too, so put up the Christmas lites and tree and enjoy Christmas!