Hey everyone,
this is my very first post here!
I am a post-lingual CI wearer. I had meningitis which knocked out the hearing in my left ear at age 1. My right ear slowly deteriorated until at 39 I decided to get the implant. (Three years ago, now)
It is definitely weird for me. I feel like I'm in a grey world. I can follow conversations with about 40-60% comprehension. I can hear things really well, I just don't always understand them. Then my battery dies and I'm deaf again. It's like I'm not really deaf but I'm not really a hearing person either. Just trying to find where I can fit it, you know?
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Yeah, it can be a little confusing. I wake up before my wife and little boy, so I don't usually put my processor on until I'm about to head out the door for work. I guess I just like the quiet time.
One of the adjustment issues (to get back to the original thread) is all of the things you can hear now that didn't really impact you before getting a CI - refridgerator motors cycling on and off, computer fans, the sound of myself chewing. That last one makes me really self-conscious sometimes.
My own voice still sounds a little off to me even after three years. I remember when they first activated the CI people's voices sounded as if they were aliens made out of glass. That's the best way I can describe it. There is a musical instrument similar to a harpsichord called a harmonium or something like that. Instead of using strings, it has glasses inside of it. Voices had that same kind of tremulous quality to them. It was definitely odd at the time. My brain has long since adjusted to the new input so that voices aren't that weird anymore but there are still occassional oddities.
The adjustment to losing hearing is always shocking. For me it was instant, because I woke up from a coma, with my hearing gone. I never had an adjustment period. Although I managed to "fit in" with the deaf community to a point, I always felt like I was a fence straddler, especially because, more than anything, I wanted to HEAR AGAIN!
I had follow-ups with my audie every few years to find out if CI technology had advanced enough to benefit me, with the dream of one day being able to get one. That dream came true