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ive been to 2 therapists and ill never again go back.
one kept asking me how i felt about things
the other one asked me dumb questions like have i ever stolen anything from my family members...what does that have to do with anything? im not a theif.
they make me feel stupid
i just want my mom
 
Same here, I did ve gone to counselor, its annoy me, they bugs bugs me long time ago. They except me to talk. I was like, I'm not ready to express my feelings. Good thing I have few trust people i can talk to. But sometimes, i don't open my feels to them, and i just don't feel comfort to talk them about it. But, seem i handle it ok so far.
 
RebelGirl said:
AJ, drinking will not solve your problems.. please just be strong...
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When i drink it numbs everything. and if i get drunk enough i wont remember anything tomorrow.
 
SherryCherish said:
Same here, I did ve gone to counselor, its annoy me, they bugs bugs me long time ago. They except me to talk. I was like, I'm not ready to express my feelings. Good thing I have few trust people i can talk to. But sometimes, i don't open my feels to them, and i just don't feel comfort to talk them about it. But, seem i handle it ok so far.
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I do the same.. I have a bi polar depression and I am doing extremely well and with all the supports from my friends.. That is just the best medicine for me.. I'm not taking any medications.. I keep in control of myself.. I have a dysfunctional family big time and I don't even see them.. My friends are my family now.. so it does keep me going and going!!
 
AJ said:
When i drink it numbs everything. and if i get drunk enough i wont remember anything tomorrow.
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okay just be careful.. don't drive that is if you're driving..
 
Rebel ( I ve say it right this time!)

I'm glad to hear that. I notice mostly deaf culture felt their deafness friends are their family. Same here. But I have a good parents which is good.


AJ-

Rebel is right, drunk or drugs isn't going solve anything. Beside i know its hardest part to go survive w/ them to work on ur feelings and get better first. Which is smart thing to do. But I ain't tell u what to do.
 
RebelGirl said:
okay just be careful.. don't drive that is if you're driving..
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im not going to drive im sitting here on my bed. tomorrow im going to go for a long walk on the beach. i dont want to get drunk
 
AJ said:
im not going to drive im sitting here on my bed. tomorrow im going to go for a long walk on the beach. i dont want to get drunk
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Okay.. good thinking.. go for a walk.. sounds good walking on the beach at night!! wish i lived near the the beach.
 
SherryCherish said:
Rebel ( I ve say it right this time!)

I'm glad to hear that. I notice mostly deaf culture felt their deafness friends are their family. Same here. But I have a good parents which is good.


AJ-

Rebel is right, drunk or drugs isn't going solve anything. Beside i know its hardest part to go survive w/ them to work on ur feelings and get better first. Which is smart thing to do. But I ain't tell u what to do.
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yayaya you did get my name right!!!
 
im going to bed. thank you everyone for ur help, and thanks for listening to me when no one else would. it does mean a lot to me. :ily: all good night.
 
AJ said:
im going to bed. thank you everyone for ur help, and thanks for listening to me when no one else would. it does mean a lot to me. :ily: all good night.
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good night, :ily: Don't let bed bug bites! ;)
 
AJ... You are not only one pissed.. I am too.. I am pissed at everything lately.. but I put it aside, focus on kids what they need. Tonight.. all kids are in bed.. my mind come to baffled and pissed.. Everything cost so high, tax went up, gas went up, food cost went up.. I applied some help for temporary.. turned me down.. whats more.. kids' back to school supplies and clothings... UGH!!! wrong time and bad time..

*Sigh*.. all i say.. Hang in there.. have faith and talk to God, he is really listen!!
 
Everyone has gone through such a period you're currently going through - it happens at one point in life. I reckon we have to learn and pick up tools in dealing with issues and people like them in the best possible way of solving the conflict.
It's not easy, I know. I was suicidal a couple of times when I was younger and once recently (a bit over 2 years ago), was diagnosed with clinical depression. It took a bit of time and TLC before I was able to come back on my feet and be alright.
In general, I had to deal with people who could be absolutely cruel - like a few in school, throughout elementary, middle and high school. I'm pretty sure a lot of us have experienced being bullied to a degree or two...and vice versa for those who were former bullies. (that's if they're reformed ;) )
 
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AJ... You are not only one pissed.. I am too.. I am pissed at everything lately.. but I put it aside, focus on kids what they need. Tonight.. all kids are in bed.. my mind come to baffled and pissed.. Everything cost so high, tax went up, gas went up, food cost went up.. I applied some help for temporary.. turned me down.. whats more.. kids' back to school supplies and clothings... UGH!!! wrong time and bad time..

*Sigh*.. all i say.. Hang in there.. have faith and talk to God, he is really listen!!
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I went thru that just a month ago.. worried to death on how i was going to get school supplies for my girl.. everything has gone up.. my lot has raised 15 dollars more, my fiance drives a 4x4 truck and eats up gas, our food is very limited too cuz its too high.. i understand how you feel.. if everything goes up.. we ought to get a good raise, don't we??? but, we do need to keep faith in ourselves and hang in there!
 
AJ just be a man and stand up for yourself! pull yourself together and stand against those problems. running away from the past would still haunt you for a long time so you got to do something in order to make up for the past. Just fuck everything that happened and just learn to move on and when you have anymore problems, dont just sit there and drink and pretend it's all gone because it's still going to be there. be a man and stand up for yourself and do what you believe is right. drinking and sucidial are not the answer and and would making the problems much worse. I'm not trying to be mean but stabbing yourself in the stomach and sent to the hospital has got to be the stupidest thing you've ever done. You could at least just talk to someone...and i mean just TALK! even if they dont seem to listen, just at least say something to someone. there's always a person willing to listen to you, even if it's not your true friend.
you need to stop crying and must try to believe in yourself, no matter what other people thinks of you but just...learn of what's really wrong around here and then just fix it...dont just sit there and wait 'til it's gone cause it never will unless you do something about it.

everybody has a painful past and even I do too but I just dont let it get to me or haunt me since I know I have a bunch of more things coming in my way...tons of good things and tons of bad things. it's all part of life...even though life does suck but it's really a pleasant gift anyone would ever take. take my word for it.
 
I understand how is your feeling and your situation. Take an easy yourself, okay. :)
 
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