Hi Everyone!I am so glad to have found this site.I think it may have saved my life.My background is I'm 45 with meniere's disease(which I havent seen mentioned in CI forum)I got sick when I was 23 in my right ear wont bore you with all medical but had 2 surgeries(right ear) got it under control after a few years.I was able to have a real life working ect.for 6 yrs.got married had my son then got it in my other ear.somewhere along the way I lost my hearing in my right ear but got by fine with my left.After a few surgeries in that ear it went down but still got by .everyone knew what ear to talk into ect.Then last winter I got sick best to everyones guess a virus lodged itself in my ear and was killing the nerve.I have such terrible tinnitus in both ears i didnt pay attention to it when it started really roaring.Long story short(too late haha)I had shots in my eardrum, steroids finally end of July 06 I got my POWERFUL new hearing aid.Did ok considering not much hearing left.My days of phone calls and large crowds were over but at least one on one I was good.Well not anymore I got sick this Jan. Couldnt hear,fluid behind eardrum,drain with needle then tube(still in I think.)Everthing sounds munchkin and Donald duck for me.No more music sounds.Dr says time for a CI. Well I freaked!!!Started crying right there in his office.He was shocked.I was always a trooper,never even got numb before shots.Thank god for Vicodin.Anyway came home went on search and the most hideous picture came up.I cried raged and mourned my hearing loss.Now seeing it as things might be ok thanks to you guys...maybe even better than before.Couple of questions if I may.I read the hole in skull is the size of this O. is that true? I was freaking thinking huge skull bone removal.2...How much dizziness did any of you have after surgery? 3..was the pain bad?And 4 i am reading the book Hear Again this adjusting of dials or whatever evertime you go out ,are you constantly fiddling with this thing? I am so sick of the up and down wheel and channels on my hearing aid..it never ends.Well.that about it .Going to ENT wed.Guess I'll tell him I'm game.Whats the time period start to finish? 2months of shots? then surgery then mapping.3months maybe?Only ask because my husband is home and I'm telling not to start a new job until I'm up on my feet so to speak.Thank you in advance to any help you can give me.
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I had my dr. appointment last wed. and of course my hearing was up the best its been since i lost it.He says will they qualify you if one ear works with hearing aid? Wouldnt exactly call it working. Can still only hear with the hearing aid and NO background noise at all. Thats on my best days.Friday came and distortion back guessing at words.I'm not hearing again and its almost like losing it all over.:rl: Guess I should feel grateful for those couple days but its just a teaser. Anyway my ENT doesnt do CI's he's great on inner ear ,dizziness ect. He says the dizziness after CI surgery is a balance problem not vertigo. I despise vertigo!!! I used to get about 2 attacks per week usually lasting 4 hours or so, hugging the porcelain goddess and hanging on for dear life leaving me drained for a day or two. Not so much now, last vertigo attack was last summer. I'm not sure what balance problems are but think I may have that as it feels like exagerrated head movements at times.Example: bend down to tie shoe think im bending over 1 foot feels like 3 ,sometimes end up right down on my face if im not careful .Cant turn head to look at something so I turn whole body.It gives a Frankenstein appearance very stiff.My other problem is my ENT has already done surgery on that ear and when he did it he had to open up to get to inner ear so that bone has been cut into already.He's not sure were that will leave me with fitting in CI. If I cant get one I'll die.I cannot imagine spending the rest of my life in this limbo.I am very dissapponted in my family and friends as no one bothers with me.If they cant just pick up the phone it too much of a bother to e-mail or write. Ok enough pity party
Bearbaby,I guess lipreading is out same with sign language too hard and hope to get by with justCI.Shel,watch taking asprin so bad for tinnitus.Can you get a ci if you dont mind me asking? Deafmama,Yep,dont say I'm deaf to the hearing cuz they think im just messing with them.I wish.I too can hear loud husband and son both play drums and can hear them when i'm upstairs can go downstairs and not hear the(thank god)So you are 5 weeks away.WOW! are you in the process of getting meningitis shots? how do thay make you feel? So glad I have you to follow through process.Thanks!My husbands on my ass to start and I know I must,and will be glad when its allover.Need courage! Feel better! thanks for writing