oh yea one more positive thing i forgot to mention... painkillers i have that is causing depression and changing my chemicals in my body making me a very very very sensitive ... sensitive as 5 years old girl (which is SOOOO not like me cuz im much more tougher than that! lol) is now gonna be stopped in 2 weeks and doses will go down thank god! now i dont have to follow the schedule like must take it 4 times a day or something now i just take it when leg bothers me and for night times. so hopefully ill become more old me soon!
i hate getting upset and i can see it was pretty hard on other people too heh.