WTF does this even mean? Need advice on a friend matter

[FadedRose]

Hoooboy. I have the world's most complex and confusing friendship.
We are very close. It's basicly one of those things where if it was a girl-guy realtionship everyone would be "OMG they're SO togehter."
The details aren't important....I mean we're both very touchy feely towards each other and everything. I know it's an awesome healthy friendship born out of the best love ever. It reminds me of my very close summer camp friendships as a matter of fact. I'm totally happy. And you know I think if anything else was added (ie a sexual realtionship) it might complicate things a lot. However, there is something that is utterly freaking me out. Sometimes I won't even be thinking of her at ALL....but then her picture comes up in my brain, like a radio transmission. It's not just thinking of her. I know the difference. When I think of her, her picture does not come up in my mind like a radio transmission. Then I'll hear from her or see her. Last year at an annual event we attend, i was working a shift and not even thinking of her. I decided to go see a group. A few seconds later, I got one of those "radio transmissions" of her clear as day. I went to go see the group about fifteen mintues later, and we were reunited for the year!!!!
I've had these "radio transmissions" right before she sent me postcards or letters or other contacts. Like the day before I got the postcard or letter, I'd get a "radio transmission" of her. I remember going down to the post office and seeing a card or letter and just KNOWING it was from her.
This is really freaking me out and scaring me. What the heck is this? What does it mean? I've had close friends before (including college and camp) but have never ever been so close, that I know when they send me postcards and letters and other stuff. Am I crazy? Has anyone ever had something simlair happen to them?

You're not crazy sweetie I may be the odd one out here but do you get this with other people too, maybe even complete strangers or co-workers? If so learn to develop it. I get the same thing as you but not with just those I love and are close to. Strangers even...some things you don't need to see or want to see. They come and go quite randomly and I just tune it out or change channels .

its kind of like a movie playing in your head is it not?

 

[deafdyke]

You're not crazy sweetie I may be the odd one out here but do you get this with other people too, maybe even complete strangers or co-workers? If so learn to develop it. I get the same thing as you but not with just those I love and are close to. Strangers even...some things you don't need to see or want to see. They come and go quite randomly and I just tune it out or change channels .

its kind of like a movie playing in your head is it not?

Nope. The Girl is THE ONLY one I have ever had this happen with. I've had some very close friends before (college and camp) That's another reason why I'm so freaked out....why is it only HER I get those weird "sightings" of, when I'm about to hear from her or see her?

 

[jillio]

Your desires, recognized or not, have a lot to do with the way you interpret things.

 

[Cheetah]

Your desires, recognized or not, have a lot to do with the way you interpret things.

That's true for almost everything. Hopefully as we get older we are better able to recognize this and mentally put aside our biases and preconceived notions and just accept people for... people.

Everyone is an individual, everyone is unique and everyone has value. (even if we choose not to see it.)

 

[SilentRider]

I always thought, hm moment at its time.hm perhaps since we are deaf.. it increased our senses, smell, feel, see and perhaps pick up energies from ppl. I at once in my life started to confuse what was real since I knew it b4 it was said or done by some friends or family that I had to shut it down. And enjoy each moment as it came. Heightened senses still didn't prepare my heart for betrayal, heartbreaking moments.. enjoy what u have! It's special. And I believe anything is possible..

 

[Grummer]

Grummer, it's not a pattern. It's really random that's the thing! And besides if it's just a pattern or just right, then how come there's that radio transmission of her? I can't call it...and it doesn't happen all the time.

its pattern...

 

[FadedRose]

I always thought, hm moment at its time.hm perhaps since we are deaf.. it increased our senses, smell, feel, see and perhaps pick up energies from ppl. I at once in my life started to confuse what was real since I knew it b4 it was said or done by some friends or family that I had to shut it down. And enjoy each moment as it came. Heightened senses still didn't prepare my heart for betrayal, heartbreaking moments.. enjoy what u have! It's special. And I believe anything is possible..

Me too. It doesn't work that way though, as far as preventing heart breaks, betrayal. I kind of describe it as just a fleeting glimpse into another person. An example would be being at a bookstore and getting this strange feeling that I need to leave after seeing a person there that just didn't seem "right".
I always listen to that but telling the difference between true intution and fear takes many years to learn. There is a wonderful book on this subject matter called " the gift of fear " by Gavin De Becker. I suggest it, it's a great read. I think all of us have this ability, some more so than others. Do I think my Deafness is related to it? Yes. Feeling the "energy" of another person was scary when I was a child. I'd get these warm feelings in my chest when someone was around me a certain family member and would be able to tell when they were going to show up. I get this with a certain co-worker who has a very strong "vibe"-it's almost like having a heat flash when around this person and it leaves when the person is not near me. Different people have different energy and so they will feel different. I'm uh...into the new age stuff, chakras, meditation....I didn't get into that until I did research as to why I felt certain things from people good or bad. Some people are a joy to be around because they feel good others I avoid because they just seem to suck the energy right out of me. This would belong in a new age forum instead of here....but if you are the same I want you to know that you are not alone.

 

[FadedRose]

I should add and this is for the OP-radio transmissions does not sound "normal" at least not to me when it comes to what I had just posted on. It's a very common word used to describe a certain mental illness that people believe they are getting radio transmissions from other people, out of space or from their TV. If this is not what you're intending to come off as what do you MEAN by radio transmissions? Images in your head, a vague feeling? If you mean actual radio transmissions I cannot help you in this area but a person who specializes in this particular area would, most likely a doctor of sorts.
If not, please be a little more specific, what do you mean by radio transmissions?

 

[FadedRose]

Nope. The Girl is THE ONLY one I have ever had this happen with. I've had some very close friends before (college and camp) That's another reason why I'm so freaked out....why is it only HER I get those weird "sightings" of, when I'm about to hear from her or see her?[/QUOTE]

soul mate perhaps?:P
they can be male or female. If you are female and she's female doesn't matter same for males and males-friends for life maybe in a past life as well.
soul mates are not just for "lovers". They are life long, true friends you've known before if you believe in reincarnation-at least I do.

 

[deafdyke]

I should add and this is for the OP-radio transmissions does not sound "normal" at least not to me when it comes to what I had just posted on. It's a very common word used to describe a certain mental illness that people believe they are getting radio transmissions from other people, out of space or from their TV. If this is not what you're intending to come off as what do you MEAN by radio transmissions? Images in your head, a vague feeling? If you mean actual radio transmissions I cannot help you in this area but a person who specializes in this particular area would, most likely a doctor of sorts.
If not, please be a little more specific, what do you mean by radio transmissions?

LOL....No, I don't mean actual radio transmissions at ALL, like the way sceizophernia is. I know what you're talking about. I don't believe that the TV is sending me messages or anything. It's just the best way I can describe the phenonomoen, b/c it's so clear. Like I can see her image in my head VERY strongly for a few mintues. I have NO idea where it's coming from or anything....Just that it happens. Then I will hear from her. It's really strange.....and when this happened her contact with me was kind of erratic, (no real pattern) due to her being in the last year of college, and her being off the grid (she didn't get a phone until last year and also didn't get on Facebook until abt a month ago)