I don't mean to say this but you did tell a friend .. and a friend told another person and so on.. so that makes it "people" It was wrong for you to tell a friend that you were going to kill yourself.. your friend did the right thing by calling the cops. Whether you want to stay mad or not.. you shouldn't have said that in the first place.. never say that word if you don't mean it or just testing. Its really a BIG ISSUE when it comes to hearing from a relative or friend that they're going to kill themselves. Of course.. maybe your friend was really worried and she didn't know how to stand up so she told another friend.. and that other friend stood up and called the police. I think you should reconsider what you've done.. not what your friend has done. You should be mad at yourself and nobody else.
I'd like to tell you a story.. its personal for me but I'd like to explain alittle.
When I was 22, I was in a bad relationship, getting beatened up, cheated on, being controlled by an ex husband. I got fed up one night, I felt all alone, I told my ex husband that I was going to end my life, he just laughed. So I went and got a bottle of Tylenol (it was full) took all of it. I was in the bathroom with my back on the bathroom door. I started to feel weak and weaker.. suddenly I felt a knock on the door and refused to answer. My ex husband kicked the door down. He went and called my mother and my mother came like 20 minutes later. At the time, I was getting unconscious. My mother grabbed me and threw me outside and made me stay awake. She kept pushing and pushing.. I started to feel sick so I vomitted (which was a good thing) My ex husband gulped and felt like crap for not helping me. I was soo pissed at him at first for not stopping me or helping me. I realized when I looked back.. it wasn't him that should have stopped me..
Lets say.. next time you say you're going to kill yourself, then your friends will think you're just joking.. they're not gonna be there for you this time.
I'm not trying to be harsh with you, Coloravalache.. I just want you to realize what has happened to you.. you should be thanking your "enemy" for caring .. at least she cared.
