JillyBean.MI
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Its a very bad habit I have that started when I was about 13 years old.
I just didn't want anything to do with anyone. Not even with my parents, siblings or relatives. Same at school. I only spoke if I had to that was related to the class I was taking at the time. When I did work, same thing.
I really don't remember what triggered it since I was so young. My mom was emotionally abusive. At least that's how I felt growing up. There were times she would accuse me of things I didn't do. Or negatively compare my family to others' That happened frequently. My father while he was physically around, he was emotionally distant.
My family never seemed to accept that I was HoH/Profound Deaf. Only my mother knew a little bit of sign language. I was forced to attend Sunday school/Mass without an interupter. My younger siblings and I never seemed to click very well.
I just didn't want anything to do with anyone. Not even with my parents, siblings or relatives. Same at school. I only spoke if I had to that was related to the class I was taking at the time. When I did work, same thing.
I really don't remember what triggered it since I was so young. My mom was emotionally abusive. At least that's how I felt growing up. There were times she would accuse me of things I didn't do. Or negatively compare my family to others' That happened frequently. My father while he was physically around, he was emotionally distant.
My family never seemed to accept that I was HoH/Profound Deaf. Only my mother knew a little bit of sign language. I was forced to attend Sunday school/Mass without an interupter. My younger siblings and I never seemed to click very well.