I had a dream experience with Jesus and my parents. Let me tell you a little bit about my family.....and then tell you of myself.....then share with you of my dream experience......
I came from a large hearing family and I'm the youngest of the family. My parents died of cancer from smoking. My Dad died at 59 and My Mom died at almost 70. My parents were wonderful and my 5 siblings are wonderful, too.
I never recognized myself as a deaf person because my parents never allowed me to see that I was different. My parents did the right thing because I was a very happy child throughout the school years and college years. Then, my Dad died of cancer from smoking when I was almost finished college. I still continued not noticing myself that I was different. I always thought that I was the same as hearing people even though I signed with my deaf friends. I always was very happy. And then, I got married to a deaf man and I gave birth to my two hearing children. And then, my Mom died of cancer from smoking. (By the way, my 5 siblings and I don't smoke!) Anyway, right after my Mom died, I felt so loss because my Mom was always making sure that I wasn't feeling left out. Finally, I realized that I was different because I'm deaf. I got very angry about my deafness. My family and I were raised as Methodist. I always went to Sunday school every Sundays all in my life but I never learned about God. My parents felt so bad for me but they continued sending me and my siblings to church. I said to myself, "God is God, ok...Jesus is Jesus....ok but I never understood what this life is all about."
I wasn't sure if there was God after my mother's death. I prayed to God for His ANSWERS but I never got His ANSWERS and I got very angry. So, I suspected that God was fake and Jesus was fake like Santa Claus is fake. I decided to blame to God to play it safe if God and Jesus are real. When my children were at school and my husband was at work, I was in my bedroom making my bed, cleaning up the house, etc and I blamed to God very, very badly. I said to God, "Dear God, I don't know if God and Jesus are real but anyway, to play it safe that I want you to hear me what I want to tell you....I realllly hate you, God so much because you took my parents away from me and my siblings and why did I have to be deaf???? I really needed my parents so badly and I swore at God very bad like F.U., etc. Please pardon me for my bad words but this is what I did say to God. I also told God that I really hated God. I thought my deafness was so horrible. I did not want to be deaf at all and I wanted to be hearing even though, I was always a very happy child throughout my school and college years and my early marriage years until my Mom died. It changed so much. My mother was always there for me so that's why I did not notice myself as a deaf person. Then, she died and I noticed myself a huge differently. I looked at my 5 hearing siblings that they all can hear but not me. My siblings forgot about me when I was in that large group and they were talking and I felt really leftout. My siblings had the habit to have a mom to tell me what they say. This was how I noticed. This got me started to feel really angry about my frustrations and made me so mad about my deafness. I thought being deafness was so horrible. I realized that God was a totally FAKE because I never got His ANSWERS. Yes, I was swearing at God very, very BAD like F..K you, so constantly to swear at Him.
And then, in about 6 weeks later, I had experienced seeing Jesus in my dream!!!!!!!!!! In the very early morning, I had a dream that I saw Jesus and my Mom and Dad. I was in a huge shock to see them!!!!! I can't explain it!!!!!! It was a VERY, VERY BEAUTIFUL feeling!!!! It was sooooooo HOLY feeling!!!!! Jesus and my parents smiled at me and Jesus's hand touched my face and He wiped my tears and all of a sudden, I felt soooooo happy, soooooo safe, sooooo wonderful, sooooo pure as holy, soooo warm, sooooo peaceful, etc - it's like I really want that feeling so much like I want Him because it was so pure love. Jesus was wearing all white robe and had brown hair - exactly you saw on tv, pictures at church, etc. Jesus and my parents communicated with me by reading their minds - not by their lip movement at all. Jesus said "Your mother will tell you something....listen to your mother as Jesus said to my mother "ok you can tell her now"...My mom smiled and communicated with me as I read her mind. My mom said, "Dear ......(my name), yes, God made you deaf on purpose for some reasons. You will be okay, not to worry, your Dad and I are with you and your children and your husband and your siblings, etc always, your Dad and I love you and everyone very much". My parents and Jesus disappeared. Then, I woke up and I scratched my head and I was so shocked and I wasn't sure if it was real. I got out of my bed and I walked passing my kids' bedrooms and my kids were still sleeping and I went downstairs to the kitchen and I poured some coffee. I was startled by my 5 1/2 year old daughter as she got so excited. I said to her, "What? what is it, dear?" My daughter said, "I had a dream with grandmother and I did hear the name "Jesus". But she did not recognized Jesus but she did hear the name, Jesus very clearly. I was so shocked to hear what my daughter said. I told her to tell me more details of what she saw and heard in her dream. She described me of her dream and it was EXACTLY THE SAME as my dream!!!!!! I got sooooooo excited!!!!! (God was speaking to me while I was sleeping and had a dream so I was able to see God (Jesus) and my parents.
Now, it's been 7 1/2 years. Now, I am telling you that God and Jesus are REAL!!!!!!! Now, I accepted my deafness. I know why God made me deaf because God needs me to teach hearing people to learn how to be patience and tolerate with me and also, I learned a lot from my own deafness too like I learned how to be patience and tolerate too. This deafness is for myself and everyone to learn. Deafness is a huge challenge! Also, I share with people of my dream that God needs me to tell them and let them know that God is there. (like many people don't believe in God so God uses me so He knows that I tell people about God to make people to realize that there is God) I am very happy again - just like I was always very happy while growing up. I was very angry about my deafness for a short time until Jesus/God and my parents came to my dream and I got it. I really thank to God for His decision to send Jesus and my parents down to visit me while I was sleeping. I finally let my parents go and my parents are very, very happy in the heaven and always see us all and always are with us all the times and they can see us what we are doing daily, what we talk daily, what my children are doing daily, etc. I feel my parents' presences here all the times so is God, too. But I want you to know that I still do miss my parents very much because they are not in the physical bodies as I would like them to be in the physcial bodies because of face expressions, talking, hugs, etc.
I want you to know that Jesus is God. God and Jesus are the same as one. (of course, holy spirit, too).
Lastly, I know I know!!!!! that some people would say...This person is nuts or weird......that's okay because they have not experienced it yet. God decided to use me of my experience because I was so angry about my deafness and I lost my parents and I blamed to God very badly. God heard me so He decided to use me so He knew that I will share my valuable experience with people. It's rare to have this happen so I am one of the rarest to have this experience.
Hope this story inspires you greatly!!
Last year, I found four scriptures from the Bible and I was so shocked. Let me share of the 4 scriptures......I'm so, so, soooooo happy to find this scriptures.
Now, I have a HUGE faith in God. I always talk about God. God is so, very wonderful.
Exodus 4:11
"The Lord said to him, "Who makes a man able to talk? Who makes him unable to hear or speak? Who makes him able to see? Who makes him blind? It is I, the Lord."
John 9:1-3
"As Jesus went along, he saw a man who was blind. He had been blind since he was born. Jesus' disciples asked him, "Rabbi, who sinned? Was this man born blind because he sinned? Or did his parents sin?" "It isn't because this man sinned," said Jesus. "It isn't because his parents sinned. This happened so that God's work could be shown in his life."
Job 33:12-15
"But I'm telling you that you aren't right when you talk like that. After all, God is greater than a mere man. Why do you claim that God never answers any of our questions? He speaks on one way and then another. We might not even realize it. He might speak in a dream or in a vision at night."
(It matched to my experience - I said, "I never got God's answers, God is fake like Santa Claus, had a dream with Jesus/God that God talked to me while I was sleeping and had a dream with Him. God was not pleased with my bad words that I said to God.)
Leviticus 19:14
"Do not call a curse down on deaf people. Do not put anything in front of blind people that will make them trip. Instead, have respect for me. I am the LORD, your God."
