Also I have depression cause my health issues and hospital few times for my ill I only 27 years old. I work so hard to earn money to support my daughter and bills. Every time I visit my family but seem like I am outsider person there no communities I lost my few friend past away young. and I lost my favorite grandpa and my uncle, sometime I wish I could have better life happy life but it wont happen. my father injury bad and lay off work. cause make me worry more and I always been worry about my family and my daughter I couldn't sleep everyday. and I keep praying to God for help and forgive me. And I not know why I get more emenies coming threat me. I keep ask myself what I done wrong really??? I just go work earn money to support my daughter need and my bills to live and food.