coolgirlspyer90
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Hey all, sorry its been awhile since i last wrote, my drumline schedule has been hetic..
anyways, i have a mixed feeling of feeling angry, fustrated and upset. mostly upset. because my old elementary teacher was planning on setting up a get-together party with old classmates that we haven't seen for awhile, and my elementary school that i used to go to was a hearing school that had a deaf program where they had 2 deaf classes. anyways, there was one specific girl that absolutely hates my guts. She's currently in her 20's i believe, and She made herself bellieve that i was "using" my 2 best friends as a secret crush at the same time and hurting them. Why would I hurt my 2 best friends that i care about? I would never do that to them, i'm not that kind of person as you all would probably agree with me. Then in my junior year in high school in november, a week before i was suppose to be going to disney world with the band, she started cursing me out on facebook chat about how i need to stay away from them and that if I got near them she will do something about it. I told her that i wasn't doing anything and that i barely have the time to talk to them because of my busy schedule, she obviously doesn't believe me that I'm involved with band and that my schedule revolves around band 24/7 and basically thinks that i'm a liar.
back to the topic. One of my old classmates, i wouldn't really call her a close friend, she used to pick on me alot when i was a kid, shes also deaf. She pops up on my computer asking me if i'm going to be going to the party, and i said i've been thinking about it..but i don't really know. She decides to let me know that this girl who hates my guts has been spreading nasty stuff about me behind my back. I begin to tell her that it doesn't bother me and that i'll just be the bigger person but its tearing me up inside. then I decide that i'll go ahead and skip it. because I don't want to risk getting hurt by this girl. And honestly, i try to forget it but it puts so much on my shoulders. so as much as i want to go to this party my teacher had set up, i think i'm going to skip it. I mean, I never had said anything bad about this girl, I always thought she was a cool girl. But looking back, she had treated me pretty bad in elementary school. She was about maybe 4 years older than me at the time. then the girl who was telling me about my bully, she wants to become my "sister" all of a sudden after picking on me and her finding out that i've been interviewed so many times AND finding out that i'm in a drumline documentary, i mean, i don't get it, she wants to know what i'm doing everyday, all day, etc. I mean, i feel like if i try to talk to my parents about this, they wouldn't understand me. I mean, this whole drama thing is stupid. Why can't she stop spreading rumors about me and ->let.it.go<- ? obviously, she hasn't left her bulliness in high school.
anyways, i have a mixed feeling of feeling angry, fustrated and upset. mostly upset. because my old elementary teacher was planning on setting up a get-together party with old classmates that we haven't seen for awhile, and my elementary school that i used to go to was a hearing school that had a deaf program where they had 2 deaf classes. anyways, there was one specific girl that absolutely hates my guts. She's currently in her 20's i believe, and She made herself bellieve that i was "using" my 2 best friends as a secret crush at the same time and hurting them. Why would I hurt my 2 best friends that i care about? I would never do that to them, i'm not that kind of person as you all would probably agree with me. Then in my junior year in high school in november, a week before i was suppose to be going to disney world with the band, she started cursing me out on facebook chat about how i need to stay away from them and that if I got near them she will do something about it. I told her that i wasn't doing anything and that i barely have the time to talk to them because of my busy schedule, she obviously doesn't believe me that I'm involved with band and that my schedule revolves around band 24/7 and basically thinks that i'm a liar.
back to the topic. One of my old classmates, i wouldn't really call her a close friend, she used to pick on me alot when i was a kid, shes also deaf. She pops up on my computer asking me if i'm going to be going to the party, and i said i've been thinking about it..but i don't really know. She decides to let me know that this girl who hates my guts has been spreading nasty stuff about me behind my back. I begin to tell her that it doesn't bother me and that i'll just be the bigger person but its tearing me up inside. then I decide that i'll go ahead and skip it. because I don't want to risk getting hurt by this girl. And honestly, i try to forget it but it puts so much on my shoulders. so as much as i want to go to this party my teacher had set up, i think i'm going to skip it. I mean, I never had said anything bad about this girl, I always thought she was a cool girl. But looking back, she had treated me pretty bad in elementary school. She was about maybe 4 years older than me at the time. then the girl who was telling me about my bully, she wants to become my "sister" all of a sudden after picking on me and her finding out that i've been interviewed so many times AND finding out that i'm in a drumline documentary, i mean, i don't get it, she wants to know what i'm doing everyday, all day, etc. I mean, i feel like if i try to talk to my parents about this, they wouldn't understand me. I mean, this whole drama thing is stupid. Why can't she stop spreading rumors about me and ->let.it.go<- ? obviously, she hasn't left her bulliness in high school.