[lurking]

[gnarlydorkette]

Is it normal to feel like a fucking idiot for believing somebody's hearsay?
Is it normal to feel degraded when somebody let you down?
Am I supposed to feign myself in order to make somebody happier than me?
Am I supposed to bite my tongue just to give somebody time and patience in order for that person to recompose self to handle me?
What the hell am I doing here?
Why the hell am I acting like this asinine superficial person?
Who the hell am I? Who is this that somehow plunders my body?!
No. I am not letting this virus manifesting inside me.
I am going to wrangle this down. I am not going to be swayed by a rueful emotion.

Screw this....Screw you, and let's not forget everybody- screw 'em too!



[her raving after a guy is not being supportive of her]

 

[gnarlydorkette]

I know it is not the best piece out of everybody here since it doesn't follow the traditional method of a classic poem but I love to write like this: a free-verse poem....

ever hear of umm... oh dear what does one call it... "BEAT RAP POEM"...? where you just free-load your stream of consciousness and somehow it clicks as a poem?

I love those. IT shows waht the person is REALLY thinking... no need to fluff it up with interesting words and make it rhymic....