EvilGurl666
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Rubbing my head, trying not to think
Of how the pain could end, if I pour a drink
Biting my fingers, trying not to erupt
Jus wanting to cave in and start rockin it up
I can't take the pain of everyday life
Wishing for the courage to push down on this knife
But I am too weak so I only escape pain
With my hard drugz slowly makin me insane
I can see the change in my eyes wen I glance in the mirror
I see a blank gaze with a single, meaningless tear
Whispering to myself that I need to quit
Trying to convince myself these drugz aren't helping one bit
But they take me far away, where the world will never find me
Far away to a place where the pain and anguish, I don't see
So here I sit crying, wishing I were dead
Thinking of tomorrow, only leads to dread
How can I deny myself wat truly makes me happy
How can I deny myself the only thing that sets me free
I need to stay far from the truth of reality
So I deny the fact, these drugz are slowly killing me
I was going thru depresstion and its been 4 years and now i am starting to be better and feeling better so i thought i want to a peom of mine but will add more of mine later
Of how the pain could end, if I pour a drink
Biting my fingers, trying not to erupt
Jus wanting to cave in and start rockin it up
I can't take the pain of everyday life
Wishing for the courage to push down on this knife
But I am too weak so I only escape pain
With my hard drugz slowly makin me insane
I can see the change in my eyes wen I glance in the mirror
I see a blank gaze with a single, meaningless tear
Whispering to myself that I need to quit
Trying to convince myself these drugz aren't helping one bit
But they take me far away, where the world will never find me
Far away to a place where the pain and anguish, I don't see
So here I sit crying, wishing I were dead
Thinking of tomorrow, only leads to dread
How can I deny myself wat truly makes me happy
How can I deny myself the only thing that sets me free
I need to stay far from the truth of reality
So I deny the fact, these drugz are slowly killing me
I was going thru depresstion and its been 4 years and now i am starting to be better and feeling better so i thought i want to a peom of mine but will add more of mine later