In a FOUL MOOD!

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I feel so angry at the world right now.

My close friend who has a sister that attended
the same Deaf/HofH school as me is befriending
a woman who I completely was taken advantage of.
She was diagnosed with breast cancer. I came over
cleaned her house, took care of her kids, bought her
scarfs for her head. Flowers, dinners, and just time and
energy. She was made because I left to go to NJ for a
weekend. Never talked to me again after that.

THEN she wouldn't pay me back the money I lent her.

I am angry about my Dad, I wish he was here. He made
a comment that he wasn't a good grandfather. I said no you aren't.
Well he isn't, he didn't even call either one of the girls that had her birthdays this month. My oldest or middlest.

I am frustrated with Hub because he is taking on another job. We barely see him now, how are we going to see him in the future? I just finished doing a ton of cleaning (it never stays that way!) Since I am at home, society says that most of the responsibility of house chores fall on me!)

Why can't I just get a friend, to get together one time? Just once, tonight while I am kid free. No worries, everything is done. Never happens!

Damn I hate days when everything seems to suck! :pissed:

I need you guys, :( :tears:
 
Aww First I would like to say I'm sorry you're going thru this :hug: second, you're not alone, my real mom isn't speaking terms with me is because she says I don't call her, I thought it takes two to make a phone call, why does it always have to be me making the first move in everything?, It's seem I always end up being the " bad " one here, whenever I do, it seem it's not enough, I tried to be there for my friends, my family, and I get things thrown at me for the things I do when I don't do that to them...

It's the same with you, you tried to be there for your friend and her children, but it seem it not enough for your friend, she wants more, then when you can't , she turns her back at you, now with your father, he said he wasn't a good " grandfather " for your children when you tried to be nice by saying it wasn't true, that gave him a chance to become better, when you waited for that moment for him to make the move, then he doesn't, where does that show you? it seem people want things or say things and they don't follow up with them, it seem helpless when you try to help others and you don't get the same treatment back from them....
 
We're here for you at alldeaf. I get down sometimes. My hub is gone a lot too. I'm on here a lot at night. If you need to talk sometime pm me.
 
i am sowwy that u been thru... if u need us then hit PM.. i will be happy help or comfortable u.. :hug:
 
I know this won't sound funny, but you can blame it on the solar-flares of the Sun.

I have my foul moods every time I talk with my Dad, he moves his lips from one end of the moon to the other (and tells me he's always talked like that) and it triggers my migraines and he yells at me - or talks as if I have never heard the English language before.......... and he started this all with he visited the Cdn. Hearing Society a few years ago.

I mean just because I have a slight profound hearing loss, (it's moderate to profound) and I have a noise sensitivity they think I have the intellectual capacity of a skunk.

And thanks to the Cdn. Hearing Society when I try to educate my parents about me being incapable to hear yelling sounds I'am called the Bitch, because I'am considered a faulty peice of shit in my family, and not good enough. Live with that everyday........
 
Sorry D, that has got to be hard.
You don't live too far from me. About an 4 hours.
PM me sometime.
 
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