Today Hub and I had a very bad fight.
I am so at the point of just feeling like I want to walk away.
He is never home, working two jobs back to back. He tells me
to get another job, when I am already pulling in a set amount.
Today his parents got mad at him because he needed a haircut so
they gave him money yet I have to do without. I have been wanting
to get clothes, and my hair done, and everything but because I am
the responsible one dealing with car issues, other issues, and what not
I can't do what I want. I feel so sick, I am SO angry. I just want to cry.
I feel like emotionally I am just shutting down. He is also going to school ontop of all this for engineering. His dad just told him today next semsmester
he is going to take out a loan and pay for it himself. When we are already scraping to save UP FOR A F*CKING HOUSE! I am going without so that we can PUT 500 dollars away each money. Ontop of that, he promised me something and now I don't think he is gonna happen. I have always been responsible I grew up a long time ago. We ended up having fight while I was out with my mom and our girls. On the cellphones. We were suppose to get the girls stuff for Easter together, well he ended up going without me. I felt so cheated, and very disappointed. Really, I could care less to go to his parents tomorrow. Infact I just want to say home, and be with the girls. He can go if he wants. Personally, I am had enough all the way around.
Sorry, I just really needed to get this out. (tears)
I am so at the point of just feeling like I want to walk away.
He is never home, working two jobs back to back. He tells me
to get another job, when I am already pulling in a set amount.
Today his parents got mad at him because he needed a haircut so
they gave him money yet I have to do without. I have been wanting
to get clothes, and my hair done, and everything but because I am
the responsible one dealing with car issues, other issues, and what not
I can't do what I want. I feel so sick, I am SO angry. I just want to cry.
I feel like emotionally I am just shutting down. He is also going to school ontop of all this for engineering. His dad just told him today next semsmester
he is going to take out a loan and pay for it himself. When we are already scraping to save UP FOR A F*CKING HOUSE! I am going without so that we can PUT 500 dollars away each money. Ontop of that, he promised me something and now I don't think he is gonna happen. I have always been responsible I grew up a long time ago. We ended up having fight while I was out with my mom and our girls. On the cellphones. We were suppose to get the girls stuff for Easter together, well he ended up going without me. I felt so cheated, and very disappointed. Really, I could care less to go to his parents tomorrow. Infact I just want to say home, and be with the girls. He can go if he wants. Personally, I am had enough all the way around.
Sorry, I just really needed to get this out. (tears)
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Heart2Sign, I am so sorry that you're going through such a terrible time right before Easter. It sounds like you're all talked out, and said what you needed to say to get your point across. Being the responsible one, follow your heart. Also, you can sit down and write him a letter, telling him exactly how you feel, more feelings can be vented out on paper, but, talking face to face he will see how you really feel. I hope you can work things out, especially for your 2 children, as Easter is an exciting time for them too. You are a very important part to your family, you count too. I pray tomorrow will be a better day for you, and if you still feel that you want to spend Easter at home? Then, follow your heart. You deserve to have a blessed Easter. Big hugs to you, and I hope you can work things out. 
