I hate it when lives, especially when one fullfils so much, are unecessarily lost. Deafdyke, I sympethize with you, just know that she is now in a better place.
I am soo sorry for your loss. My condelence goes out to you and family. My fiance was in a bad accident, too...in 2 weeks ago and his left leg was broken. Bad fracture and had to have a surgery to put 4 screws in for the bones to pull together.
