feral children

[deafdrummer]

Because you were diagnosed much later, the wild child in you stayed and you know what? It's ok. It's ok to accept that about yourself and to live with this for the rest of your life. It would be far more difficult if you weren't able to acknowledge or accept this about yourself. As for feeling different from others, all solotaires feel that way. Very much so.

But nobody else seems to accept that. Thusly, very few friends, no dates. I don't feel like I belong, I don't like what I'm doing for a living. I feel completely out of place here in the city. In fact, I am waiting for the right financial circumstances to happen so that I can put my things in storage and flee to somewhere in the country. It could be soon, but I'm preparing to move out of my apartment by the end of September no matter what. I have been thinking about this for several months already.