a rant...

[Steel X]

my soon-to-be ex stepfather tony has been suffering with bipoloar disorder years ago and it seems that he didnt get as much help as he expects to get... so after all these 10 years with him, he was abusive, violent, and depressed about alot of things. My mom always try to find out what's wrong with him and he always comes up with a rage saying that nothing wrong with him and always threated my mom if she ask again he will kick her out *sigh* after all these years, when he gets depressed or pissed, he would just drink while he drives back home and get all drunk and lay on the bed being so damned tired and one night my mom came in and asked tony what's the matter and he just got up and yelled at my mom that nothing's wrong with him and he pinned my mom's arm on her back and pushed her against the wall and he was about to punch her but she ducked and punched a hole in the wall instead. so we quickly left my house after that crazy situation and spent a night at my dad's apartment and then the next few days, tony called my mom on her cell sobbing saying he was so sorry for whatever he did was damn stupid and wrong and wanted to fix things right...so stupid enough my mom was but I still love my mom anyway...she decided to go back and give it another try...BIG MISTAKE. the next few years after my grandfather's funeral, my mom was offened and embrassassed when tony told the preacher that the burial hole for my grandfather seems too small and as we go on the 8 hour drive back to NC, my mom and tony has been fighting all the way...and I was trying to sleep in the back but wouldn't sleep well with all his yellings, and I finally stepped up and told him to SHUT THE FUCK UP and my mom told me to back off, being worried that i might get hit or whatever and tony told me to sit the fuck back and shut the fuck up so I just decided to turn off my hearing aid to ignore his yellings and try to sleep some more but afew moments later, tony wanted me out of the car and go in with my sister's car, since my sister is following us home from my grandfather's funeral cause I "pissed him off" then I try to rest as I can in my sister's but afew hours later, my mom wanted to get into my sister's car as well because tony punched my mom in the face and her lips bursted with blood when she told him she decided to divorce him he threated her that he'll kill her if she does that. then when we finally got home, my mom told my sister and brother to go into my brother's room since she knows tony is VERY mad so we shut the door and we all wait for him to get home and as he did, he broke down my brother's door and my sister told tony to back off or she will call the cops and tony verbally threated her and was about to attack her but I quickly jumped on his back and pulled him off, and when I did that he knocked me against the wall and hit my elbow and then my brother started kicking him and yelling at him to get the fuck out of here and he grabbed my brother and thew him into the kitchen and started kicking him in the chest, would've broke his ribs if he kicks him some more and when I saw him doin that, I shouted "hold on andrew I'm coming!" then I looked around quickly for the best weapon to use...then I found a bat on the floor, I picked it up, then turn around and saw him struggling my mom and then I *WHAM!* him as hard as I can but didn't do any good and he got up fast and I ran back to the room and cover myself like a shell when he hits my head 4 or 5 times, ripping my shirt, and I try to get up, but he pulls me down and keep hittin me 'til he feels satisifed and my mom tries to stop him so he got up and called my mom names and told her that he got a pretty bad bruise on his head now...well good for him! then the cops came and he left the house...*sigh* then the next few months, tony cried again and said he was stupid enough for what he did and begged for another chance and still, my mom was just stupid enough to give him ANOTHER one...*sigh* why, after he nearly killed all of us?! tony and mom went to marriage conseling and even talked to the preacher who married them 10 years ago but nothing really changed him that much...he would still get angry and yell at people all the time but not as abusive as he used to be...then again this summer (around early June), when tony is now suffering with tumor cancer in his neck and we were babysitting a couple of dogs and my mom just got home from intercrepting at the graduation, and tony called my mom a fucking cunt saying that she didnt give the dogs enough food and water while he was too sick to do anything and just sat on the couch watching TV and my mom was so hurt he told my brother andrew what he said to her and my brother stepped up and told tony to knock off the trash talk and wont let him say anything like ever again and he was like "WE'LL SEE ABOUT THAT!" he got up and punched my brother in the eye and threated to hit my mom with his walking stick and even throw his coffe mug at her and my mom was like "go ahead! do it! hit me!" and lucky, he didn't...so he just sat down and continue watching TV and I was in my room the whole time when I didnt really hear anything and my brother told me to come with us and get the hell out of my house and then spend afew days at my sister's house in upper NC, then later find an apartment where I'm living with my mom now, and she promised me that she has made up her mind and has decided to DIVORCE him for good...ABOUT FUCKING TIME! at least she finally woke up and smell the coffe! damn I so fucking hate him and it was the last time I saw him when he punched my brother and the last thing I said to him, "what the hell were you thinking? dont ever think you'll get away with punching my brother like that."

and so...he has finally rotted in Hell.