ella
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scared and paranoid
old man
why can't you see
why can't you feel
you drink yourself dry
why can't you fucking love
you're to blind to see
she was wonderful
she was damn wonderful
but your just talk
i sit there and ignore
you don't know my name
i'll never know you
you were never there
i'm worthless in your eyes
I hate to love you
I hate your disowning heart
you smile like you've known me forever
you showered me with gifts
were they meaningful
i don't know
why do i still feel worthless
why do you idolize your own blood and flesh
we're your blood and flesh too
don't i mean something to you
don't we mean something to you
my tears will cling to my cheeks
and fall down just to know you love.
this about my grandpa who idolized his sister and treated my grandma like she was bad mother and wife, and disowned my uncle tom and aunt colleen. But everytime i see him he never remembers my name and acts like nothing happened. I don't know wether to hate him or love him.
old man
why can't you see
why can't you feel
you drink yourself dry
why can't you fucking love
you're to blind to see
she was wonderful
she was damn wonderful
but your just talk
i sit there and ignore
you don't know my name
i'll never know you
you were never there
i'm worthless in your eyes
I hate to love you
I hate your disowning heart
you smile like you've known me forever
you showered me with gifts
were they meaningful
i don't know
why do i still feel worthless
why do you idolize your own blood and flesh
we're your blood and flesh too
don't i mean something to you
don't we mean something to you
my tears will cling to my cheeks
and fall down just to know you love.
this about my grandpa who idolized his sister and treated my grandma like she was bad mother and wife, and disowned my uncle tom and aunt colleen. But everytime i see him he never remembers my name and acts like nothing happened. I don't know wether to hate him or love him.