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I am very sadly on affect I am very terrible I am very pretty I am very lots of crying lots of because lost on close on my mom, i anxiety easy I am not well I am very complication I hard for me :( i know closed Christmas I am sadly on closed not easy I was very not easy bad news!
 
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Sorry - do not understand. Guess it's just me.
 
I'm sorry this will be the first Christmas without your mother. :hug:
 
Now, I understand. The previous long post you had did not make sense to me.

I do understand you missing your mother for these holidays. It took a while for me to not miss my father quite so much.
 
Bless you Travis!...Remember, your Mom now rests in a much better and beautiful place! Free of pain and suffering....She will always be with you in spirit....It's painful to lose someone that you Love very much!...and takes time for the pain to heal, but you will!
 
I'm sorry Travis. :hug:

Yes, I understand that Christmas is a very sad time without your mom. It is a hard time for all people who have recently lost loved ones.

Please try to stay busy during this time. Think about the good things, like this is the first Christmas for your sister's baby. :)

Can you do volunteer work for Christmas activities?
 
We have the same kind of year now with the death of my father in law. It is not at all a happy time this Christmas.

Reba's idea of volunteering is a very good one. You could volunteer to help serve dinner at a public Christmas dinner for the poor.
 
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I am comfortable with father soft!
 
Travis, I do like the idea of volunteering. It will help fill the emptiness you feel in your heart. God bless you dear boy. You have such a kind and gentle heart. Ask your friends about volunteering at a soup kitchen or homeless shelter. We did that one year, it was just awesome. We helped collect money and helped to serve food to others. I think you would really like it.
 
:hug: More hugs for Travis! :hug:

It'll be ok, not easy but you are strong.

She is still in your heart and mind, so she will be with you forever :)

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I think that your Mom will want you to enjoy the Holidays. Keep your spirit up. Enjoy the Holidays!!
 
^^^Agree! A good mother would want you to enjoy the life she gave you; and not spend too much time grieving her loss. :)
 
Im sorry you are missin your mother at christmas time. We all go through this,just not you. It is important to be with yo family,Travis.
 
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Hope it gets better for you SmithTr. We scattered rose petals at the ocean this past weekend in memory of my father. He died in 1991 and his ashes were scattered in the ocean.
 
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