Leo_Mary
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Why can’t I hate him..?
I always try to pull myself away from him..
I fell in love with him instead…
Everyone hate him… parents…friends…
He make me mad so often
He make me cry so often…
I love him because..
He’s always there for me, no matter what.
He’s always on my side like I am his only one.
He always make me smile, no matter what.
He left me often and come back often..
He betrayed me with every chance he get.
He hurt me with every chance he have.
He lie to me so often no matter how pointless it is.
I was wondering… Will I ever get out of this relationship?
I still smile when he harmed me so badly..
I asked myself “When will I stop love you? you tell me yourself.”
I watched him destroying other girl just like me..
I did nothing about it because..
I know if I stood up for myself,
he would harm me more
he would betray me more
he would lie to me more
so I smiled like nothing happened.
I still smile and stayed in the relationship until…
4 years later..
This guy came along,
He never say a word to me but…
He made me realized that I have to do something.
I reported to cop but dropped the charge
I ignored him but had him in my life again after 2 years
I lied to my friends that I hate him but…
I love him.
He’s one of the true liar.
I always try to pull myself away from him..
I fell in love with him instead…
Everyone hate him… parents…friends…
He make me mad so often
He make me cry so often…
I love him because..
He’s always there for me, no matter what.
He’s always on my side like I am his only one.
He always make me smile, no matter what.
He left me often and come back often..
He betrayed me with every chance he get.
He hurt me with every chance he have.
He lie to me so often no matter how pointless it is.
I was wondering… Will I ever get out of this relationship?
I still smile when he harmed me so badly..
I asked myself “When will I stop love you? you tell me yourself.”
I watched him destroying other girl just like me..
I did nothing about it because..
I know if I stood up for myself,
he would harm me more
he would betray me more
he would lie to me more
so I smiled like nothing happened.
I still smile and stayed in the relationship until…
4 years later..
This guy came along,
He never say a word to me but…
He made me realized that I have to do something.
I reported to cop but dropped the charge
I ignored him but had him in my life again after 2 years
I lied to my friends that I hate him but…
I love him.
He’s one of the true liar.