SimplyMints
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Many of you have been good to me, so I decided it would be unfair of me to leave without a word other than a few posts that will probably be deleted in my absence on some obscure thread. I was, in fact, under medication when I made those posts last night, which were entirely against my character, and I apologise for posting them. I'm still under the same medication now, and I never make permanent decisions when I'm medicated to where I'm not in my right mind, such as now. However, what I did last night nevertheless had permanent results, and I don't want to risk making the same mistakes again. I can't predict what I might do or say in such an altered state of mind.
I also realise I'm in a very fragile psychological and emotional state in this particular part of my life, and though it has been helpful to meet a lot of other deaf people who can help me adjust to this new reality for me, I can't risk running into other people who may react to me the way Lavender did.
If things change for me, if I become stronger and less reliant upon medication that affects my brain, I may be back. I most likely won't return under the same name though since this one has been ruined. Don't worry, though. If it matters that much to you, you'll know who I am. I'm too unique. I can't hide my personality. I'll make my gender totally obvious in my new name though since it apparently matters so much to some people who don't read my home page on my profile.
What could have prevented this from happening? If everybody would give each other the benefit of the doubt. If everybody would put themselves in each other's shoes. If everybody would feel with their hearts instead of with their hormones. And if I would have pressed the "S" key at the right time while I was typing my first post.
I also realise I'm in a very fragile psychological and emotional state in this particular part of my life, and though it has been helpful to meet a lot of other deaf people who can help me adjust to this new reality for me, I can't risk running into other people who may react to me the way Lavender did.
If things change for me, if I become stronger and less reliant upon medication that affects my brain, I may be back. I most likely won't return under the same name though since this one has been ruined. Don't worry, though. If it matters that much to you, you'll know who I am. I'm too unique. I can't hide my personality. I'll make my gender totally obvious in my new name though since it apparently matters so much to some people who don't read my home page on my profile.
What could have prevented this from happening? If everybody would give each other the benefit of the doubt. If everybody would put themselves in each other's shoes. If everybody would feel with their hearts instead of with their hormones. And if I would have pressed the "S" key at the right time while I was typing my first post.
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