I would be interested to change lots of mistakes (sorta like butterfly effect) but without the butterfly actual side effects !!
There are some people that I want my revenge like to fucking smash their heads when I'm young (hence I get away with it)...and sabotage a few other deafies careers that they have now, they dont deserve it, and either do they know what they talking about, not even now. Deafies prevented me from learning sign language so they can get away with slander...... not anymore you shitheads (that is if you know me and you're reading this), bloody watch out!
The past do indeed decide your future, i know this much now and by word, I arent gonna let this sort of rotten childhood's situation repeat again (and certainy dont want even a de javu). Something rotten in the past and i cant pinpoint it. Id use the time machine to talk to my younger self (gotta wear disguise so I dont recognise me) and find out and FIX the fuck up, so I'd have a good life in the NOW......AND make sure those undeserving corrupted deafies dont get anything better than me.
I feel I've been cheated by BOTH the hearing and deaf people - I worked HARDER than anyone in my family, and harder than ANY of those corrupted pigheaded 'professional' deafies (they know jackshit, I can tell - I talked to them) they get their (sic) education, partners, own families, job, flash houses all taken for granted.
Like my siblings they got it all for granted too, I am the first one to get a degree, and now my brother and sisters copying becuase they cant stand it. That is unfair they have everything else already which I don't, so that is why I call them selfish bastards.
I wished knew what was going to happen NOW, BACK then and 'told myself' to do this and that, to deal with those rotten selfish shitheads, and actually LIVE my dreams actually to live the life I intended to be, nothing more and nothing less. Richness isnt THAT important but certainly to have more than I do, given to how much hard work I've put in compared to other taking-for-granted lazy conniving shits.