ideafspy
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Hello there....
I want to share this moment and went hit big hard bump and try to climb or turn around to new path.
Last week went across the line and all the happen. Here this one has go on....
I am working for company for one and half year. I enjoy the job and notice that myself is sleepy even I sleep more then hour by each day. I try to improve with my health condition. So on that I went take sleep study and learn that I have sleep disorder and go on with my health condition got worse for no reason.
Today, my health has go up and better that condition has not return anything bad to me again. The job I work is office relate with insurance: life, health, and disability. I went to break room and saw the job open the position is underwriting. Since the videophone has improve for each deaf user, it is mean me too. I went to see human resource about this position that I want change and increase some ability do with job. However; they turn me down due the phone is require to answer the agent or customer by any question. I told them that I can do "outbound" mean only out call with video relay service that doesn't charge long distance and that save their dime! Still turn me down because they said so. Few weeks later; the human resource came to me and ask me about tty issue. I enourge them using the videophone who is deaf user as insured might be clear and useful instead the tty. They asked, "Do you know how to set for answer machine." I was like uhh ok. So I follow that man to the room where the tty. I expect that room where three deaf user can call for family or bill or whatever reason. The one tty was that place I was expected. It is another room which is customer service. I am little boil underneath my feel because the person who is using the tty. It is a hearing person use the tty. I was like why can't I have something to learn and want help the people. Few days later; I got write up due the sleep for 3 minutes. I told them that I do have sleep disorder that I couldn't do well. They want the doctor statement that I have sleep disorder. So I am little mad about this but learn my doctor quit practice as doctor.
So thing is getting hard on me to find right doctor who will treat me health again. One week later; I got bone tail that I fell down and got break it. Yes, it is hurt to sit and try comfortable. I went to E.R. and got result that pill need reduce my swallow on both side of hip. So I have to missed that work and went late work next day for new doctor about my health condition. So I show up and my superiver want talk to me due they don't appericate my preform at work that they don't want me work. What kind work do they are talking about? Its file that I have to do one at a time. I explain that file do at one a time and went copy machine that I have to wait for person finish their copies can be more than 30 or so. So I decide be easier for me do 3 or 4 files that need copies and went copy machine once and type and go back to copy to final copies. So I put back where it belong; they don't accept it. It increase to avoid pending claim that I explained them. Well, the superivor speaking that it need be one at a time and said that she work 20 years or longer and are you try to compares with my and your work. I was like confuse and told her that I want be as good teamwork of this department. Superivor said that I cannot be team leader. So I correct her that I am not talking about leader but supiervor still said, I and the manager are team. I was like ok. How do we communicate?? We write down on the paper and so on. So I was upset that if I don't do what boss want me do one at a time which take so long do it or otherwise I terminted. Just fired me because I don't do "one at a time" but other all I am doing fine. I just don't understand how its happen. After supervior and I finish talk, I went to break room to cool off. Because she advised me that I cannot talk to deaf co-worker, she think that will delay my work. Include supervior said that my health condition can be improve if I don't do 4 file at a time and it will made me sleepy. So I went on the break room and cool off. When I return to my desk and saw my manager read in my superivor's room. They are talk about it and point each writing that superivor and I talked about. I feel they are behind my back. I feel sticking about this job.
Other than that. The college I went and that major that deaf haven't graduated that degree of major which is Multimedia. The professor at college enourge me to drop and believe its not best for me to take that course of sound and video editing. It is because the grades are 50 percent on sounds and 50 percent on graphic. Meanwhile if I don't correct or not add the sounds and I get zero on that and not pass that course. So the interpeter decided to dismiss the interpeter for that class as I lose the interpeter. I told the teacher that sound can be opposite for deaf student can learn something challenge. They disagree and said that can't do for just one student while other do the sounds. They are talking about blind student and can't see the grahpic. I told them what the point for blind do the graphic on monitor but they do different way.
So its become hopeless for moment and hope this week go on to improve. I feel like give up because of my conditon of health that I am on right now. I feel that my work doesn't want me increase the ability. I feel don't give them damn.
Right now, I was thinking about lawyer or what. My mom was afriad about lawyer to sue the work and college issue. My mom doesn't want affect my total future when I am looking for job and look at my history that have "sue" and afriad that I will do the same to them. She just want see me success with good job.
I want to share this moment and went hit big hard bump and try to climb or turn around to new path.
Last week went across the line and all the happen. Here this one has go on....
I am working for company for one and half year. I enjoy the job and notice that myself is sleepy even I sleep more then hour by each day. I try to improve with my health condition. So on that I went take sleep study and learn that I have sleep disorder and go on with my health condition got worse for no reason.
Today, my health has go up and better that condition has not return anything bad to me again. The job I work is office relate with insurance: life, health, and disability. I went to break room and saw the job open the position is underwriting. Since the videophone has improve for each deaf user, it is mean me too. I went to see human resource about this position that I want change and increase some ability do with job. However; they turn me down due the phone is require to answer the agent or customer by any question. I told them that I can do "outbound" mean only out call with video relay service that doesn't charge long distance and that save their dime! Still turn me down because they said so. Few weeks later; the human resource came to me and ask me about tty issue. I enourge them using the videophone who is deaf user as insured might be clear and useful instead the tty. They asked, "Do you know how to set for answer machine." I was like uhh ok. So I follow that man to the room where the tty. I expect that room where three deaf user can call for family or bill or whatever reason. The one tty was that place I was expected. It is another room which is customer service. I am little boil underneath my feel because the person who is using the tty. It is a hearing person use the tty. I was like why can't I have something to learn and want help the people. Few days later; I got write up due the sleep for 3 minutes. I told them that I do have sleep disorder that I couldn't do well. They want the doctor statement that I have sleep disorder. So I am little mad about this but learn my doctor quit practice as doctor.
So thing is getting hard on me to find right doctor who will treat me health again. One week later; I got bone tail that I fell down and got break it. Yes, it is hurt to sit and try comfortable. I went to E.R. and got result that pill need reduce my swallow on both side of hip. So I have to missed that work and went late work next day for new doctor about my health condition. So I show up and my superiver want talk to me due they don't appericate my preform at work that they don't want me work. What kind work do they are talking about? Its file that I have to do one at a time. I explain that file do at one a time and went copy machine that I have to wait for person finish their copies can be more than 30 or so. So I decide be easier for me do 3 or 4 files that need copies and went copy machine once and type and go back to copy to final copies. So I put back where it belong; they don't accept it. It increase to avoid pending claim that I explained them. Well, the superivor speaking that it need be one at a time and said that she work 20 years or longer and are you try to compares with my and your work. I was like confuse and told her that I want be as good teamwork of this department. Superivor said that I cannot be team leader. So I correct her that I am not talking about leader but supiervor still said, I and the manager are team. I was like ok. How do we communicate?? We write down on the paper and so on. So I was upset that if I don't do what boss want me do one at a time which take so long do it or otherwise I terminted. Just fired me because I don't do "one at a time" but other all I am doing fine. I just don't understand how its happen. After supervior and I finish talk, I went to break room to cool off. Because she advised me that I cannot talk to deaf co-worker, she think that will delay my work. Include supervior said that my health condition can be improve if I don't do 4 file at a time and it will made me sleepy. So I went on the break room and cool off. When I return to my desk and saw my manager read in my superivor's room. They are talk about it and point each writing that superivor and I talked about. I feel they are behind my back. I feel sticking about this job.
Other than that. The college I went and that major that deaf haven't graduated that degree of major which is Multimedia. The professor at college enourge me to drop and believe its not best for me to take that course of sound and video editing. It is because the grades are 50 percent on sounds and 50 percent on graphic. Meanwhile if I don't correct or not add the sounds and I get zero on that and not pass that course. So the interpeter decided to dismiss the interpeter for that class as I lose the interpeter. I told the teacher that sound can be opposite for deaf student can learn something challenge. They disagree and said that can't do for just one student while other do the sounds. They are talking about blind student and can't see the grahpic. I told them what the point for blind do the graphic on monitor but they do different way.
So its become hopeless for moment and hope this week go on to improve. I feel like give up because of my conditon of health that I am on right now. I feel that my work doesn't want me increase the ability. I feel don't give them damn.
Right now, I was thinking about lawyer or what. My mom was afriad about lawyer to sue the work and college issue. My mom doesn't want affect my total future when I am looking for job and look at my history that have "sue" and afriad that I will do the same to them. She just want see me success with good job.
Good Luck to you!