khrixmrozh
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Hello, my name is Kharism. I was adopted and raised to speak English. That's fine, I like speaking English. But I feel like that my hearing specialist mother was an idiot not to teach me sign language as well. I have lost my hearing aid recently and I don't have the means to replace it right now. In the meantime, I'm stuck lip-reading at work where most of my customers' enunciation is absolutely atrocious.
More about me, less about my problem, although my problem brought me here.
I am twenty years old. I was born with bilaterally deformed cochleae. I lost 65 decibels bilaterally in the first year and continued to lose hearing until I hit the profound range at 18. I'm not sure if my hearing loss is stable or not. I have a cochlear implant in the right ear, but the success is too limited. I only hear the same white noise I've heard in my childhood. But I do continue to wear the CI because I can tell where the sound comes from and how loud it is. My hearing aid in the left ear helps with sound discrimination, which I have always thought was pretty good considering my hearing loss. It is at least good enough to facilitate normal speech. I have Asperger's Syndrome. The loss of the use of my hearing does cause me anxiety which AS is not helping.
I was raised Mormon, but I am now exMormon. I'm living with my hearing boyfriend who has AS too. I'm estranged from my family because I really don't appreciate the dysfunction I grew up with.
I resent my mum in particular for being such a freak about me being "normal." No sign language and no Deaf peers. Thanks, Mum, you really think you know best, eh?
I am abnormal in almost every way. My personality is abnormal due to AS, my disability makes it difficult to work, my metabolism is messed up due to hypoglycemia, and yeah, abnormal or not, I'm bisexual. Nothing about me is normal.
I think that's it for now. (Honestly, I'm feeling angry right now).
Kharism
More about me, less about my problem, although my problem brought me here.
I am twenty years old. I was born with bilaterally deformed cochleae. I lost 65 decibels bilaterally in the first year and continued to lose hearing until I hit the profound range at 18. I'm not sure if my hearing loss is stable or not. I have a cochlear implant in the right ear, but the success is too limited. I only hear the same white noise I've heard in my childhood. But I do continue to wear the CI because I can tell where the sound comes from and how loud it is. My hearing aid in the left ear helps with sound discrimination, which I have always thought was pretty good considering my hearing loss. It is at least good enough to facilitate normal speech. I have Asperger's Syndrome. The loss of the use of my hearing does cause me anxiety which AS is not helping.
I was raised Mormon, but I am now exMormon. I'm living with my hearing boyfriend who has AS too. I'm estranged from my family because I really don't appreciate the dysfunction I grew up with.
I resent my mum in particular for being such a freak about me being "normal." No sign language and no Deaf peers. Thanks, Mum, you really think you know best, eh?
I am abnormal in almost every way. My personality is abnormal due to AS, my disability makes it difficult to work, my metabolism is messed up due to hypoglycemia, and yeah, abnormal or not, I'm bisexual. Nothing about me is normal.
I think that's it for now. (Honestly, I'm feeling angry right now).
Kharism