Giorgos is only good friend. we hook up once when i broke up my ex. after that we just hang out as good buddies. he go to my work still. he is not boyfriend. i see him every day work, but now Rashid mine. my eyes focus him ONLY not other guy.
Your intensity for Rashid scares me. I'm not sure I would stay with my girlfriend if she had such an intense hold on me.
Don't forget to breath and be your own person (and let him be his own person too).