AJ
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i dont know who put my personal thread into someone elses thread...but um let me just say its not cool at all. ok? it wasn't meant to be a post, it wasn't meant to alert the people that the croc hunter is dead it was a personal thread that i wanted feed back on. so now im gonna try and post it again here. and if it gets thrown into someone elses thread, im gonna be severely pissed.
so like all of you i heard about Steve's death, and i was in shock. and then after the shock wore off, i was angry. i was angry that someone like Steve was taken away. and then after being angry, i became really sad. Really sad. and yes, i cried.
i personally dont know this man, at all. i never met him, i never seen him from far away. i only watched him for 14 years on my television. and i feel really weird and confused on why i feel this way about a man i didn't know. and i thought about it, and this is what i came up with. something i call AJs Thoughts
AJs Thoughts
i think that we grieve so terribly over someone that we dont know is because, whether we personally know them or not, we know that they emit light into a world thats dark. something that is so desperately needed. and when they die, they cant shine that light anymore. they cant spread anymore light, and so that allows the dark to creep up on us again. and we're hurt because we know we've been robbed. we were robbed of someone so important not only to us but the world. the world needed these people. and even though things happen the way they do, because they are planned that way. it still feels like robbery.
"Death comes like a thief in the night to steal, while we sleep, the souls flickering light."
death comes when we least expect it, and we feel robbed.
"Its amazing how mortal Death can make you feel"
even the people we never dream of passing away do die, and that means that u are up for grabs too.
so, does it make me fucked up that i cried over a man i didnt know? and why did this have to happen? i feel like i lost part of my family.
so like all of you i heard about Steve's death, and i was in shock. and then after the shock wore off, i was angry. i was angry that someone like Steve was taken away. and then after being angry, i became really sad. Really sad. and yes, i cried.
i personally dont know this man, at all. i never met him, i never seen him from far away. i only watched him for 14 years on my television. and i feel really weird and confused on why i feel this way about a man i didn't know. and i thought about it, and this is what i came up with. something i call AJs Thoughts
AJs Thoughts
i think that we grieve so terribly over someone that we dont know is because, whether we personally know them or not, we know that they emit light into a world thats dark. something that is so desperately needed. and when they die, they cant shine that light anymore. they cant spread anymore light, and so that allows the dark to creep up on us again. and we're hurt because we know we've been robbed. we were robbed of someone so important not only to us but the world. the world needed these people. and even though things happen the way they do, because they are planned that way. it still feels like robbery.
"Death comes like a thief in the night to steal, while we sleep, the souls flickering light."
death comes when we least expect it, and we feel robbed.
"Its amazing how mortal Death can make you feel"
even the people we never dream of passing away do die, and that means that u are up for grabs too.
so, does it make me fucked up that i cried over a man i didnt know? and why did this have to happen? i feel like i lost part of my family.