Love is not important.

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What am I, Michael Jackson???

Surgery is not the answer.

I had many many many surgeries since I was 5 years old...

There is nothing the doctor can do to give me perfect beauty.

I still look the same as I did 20 years ago...
Everytimes I have surgery, I still look the same.

I won't ever look like Halle Berry or whoever.
But what different does it make....

At Church, a preacher asked people who are unemployed
to approach the alters... and half the people at church
came up. There were 1000 people, half got job, and the other half don't.

My mom is pretty... and she got beaten up by my dad.
My sister is pretty... she can't keep a man.
Halle Berry divorced twice... she can't keep a man.

So what is the purpose to have surgery... if everybody
else NORMAL, got problem too.

Laci Peterson got killed... Children in Foster homes were starve and malnutrition.

Just because a person is normal, abled, and better looking, doesn't mean their life is better.

It is okay to be a FREAK.
 
*sigh*....

All we were trying to do is help you, but you are being soo stuborn and having this really stink attitude isn't going to solved your problems that you are facing right now, I was not comparing you with this girl, all I was only trying to do was only helping you and being able to see that you're not ALONE in this, we all have our ups and down in life, we stuggle with the things around us, our deafness, our relationship , our looks etc, but still we keep a postive attitude on the things that are happening in our lives, we moved on and enjoy what we have left in our lives....We should be putting the ' hates' behind us , forgive those who hurt us and start living your life in a happy way...You should be out there enjoying it instead of keep going at how much you hate men isn't going to solved your problem.....

You are not the only one who went thru a horrible relationship with men, I have too, and even been in an abusive marriage for 15 years, do you see me saying ' I hate men ' ? or having a stink attitude about it? no....I forgive those who hurt me and move on...enjoy my life what I have now is a new relationship with a wonderful guy and being a mom for my 3 children....I don't compare all the men as the same because every man is different and life sometimes does get tough but we do have to stuggle on making ourselves happy again....

I'm sorry if I am hurting your feeling, I don't intend to do that but somehow you are not being fair in this, You created this thread, asked for our help/advice or feedback yet you keep shoving us down into a pile of dirt with that kind of attitude you have there....


I personally am getting sick and tired of hearing you say how much you hate men over and over and you keep pushing us down just cause we care and we want to help you be happy about who you are inside and what kind of person you really are....but you are not giving us that chance....I am done with this thread...I think I had said enough....
 
Hey girl,
It could be a lot worse,
It could be a lot worse,

Hey girl,
So what if you have TCS?
Here on AllDeaf,
we dont care,
We dont care,
All we want...

Hey girl,
it could be a lot worse,
IT could be a lot worse,

Hey girl,
So what if you have TCS?
It could be worse,
You could have Curry-Jones Syndrome,
You could have HIV/AIDS,
You could have Aarskog Syndrome,

Hey girl,
it could be a lot worse,
It could be a lot worse,

Hey girl,
So what if you have TCS?
on AllDeaf,
All we want to is to be friends,
With you, hey girl,
All we want is to be friends
With you, hey girl,

Hey girl,
It could be a lot worse,
It could be a lot worse,

Hey girl,
So what if you have TCS?
It could be a lot worse,
You could be a double amputee,
You could have spinal bifida

Hey girl,
It could be a lot worse,
It could be a lot worse,

Hey girl,
So what if you have TCS?
You're in college,
Youre in college,
And that's a good thing in our eyes,
A good thing,

Hey girl,
It could be a lot worse,
It could be a lot worse,

Hey girl,
So what if you have TCS,
Here on AllDeaf,
We're all equal,
We're all friends,
We all wanna be your friends.
__________________
 
plus can't afford.

My mom retired, and I don't have job or medical insurance.
So how can I have more surgeries, when I can't afford.

That is why I am out there trying to get a job...

I wish other people are nice...

When I go back out in the world, I wanna whine and whine and whine...
Until mean people get tired of me and give in.

I am sorry for having this negative attitude. I am sorry for
being born with TCS. I am so sorry for being ugly. I am afraid
that people will hurt me, again. I understand that everyone
goes through the same thing... if this what life is all about.
Then I don't wanna live anymore... maybe I should end my life...
And say goodbye to the cruel world.

Maybe I should do some dangerous thing such as go skydive, car racing, learn how to fly small plane, maybe ask Bush to send me to Iraq.

But nah, I will try to be positive... and I will try to give LOVE to everyone...
That is why I wanna to do film, so I can bring people smile....
Do a lot for other....
Do documentary on everybody who is disabled... and stuff like that...

If I want to do it for money... then I will not put it all in my bank...
I will give give give to charity and also for me to get more surgery.
I have a lot to offer...
I want to make people happy.... I am not selfish.

Unbelievable, when I was on a Cruise few month ago...
they videotape everyone, and edit me out...
How evil the crew did... and they expect me to buy that.
I know that they want to make sure that everyone focus
on the perfect world.
You hardly ever seen any deaf people or disabled people on
t.v. As if we don't exist. :fu:
 
Dream Deaf

That was lovely... thank you, I'll print it out and post it on my wall.
 
Aww I understand :( ...
 
TTT,

You have a lot of strong feelings about your life. Also, you are interested in film making. Why not combine those two things? Just set up your video camera and begin to tell your story. Take your camera on the streets and record people's reactions to you. Painful? Yes. Rewarding? It can be. You won't know until you try. Turn the camera on your mom and let her tell her feelings and story. Tell (or sign) your story to the camera. And then, you edit the film (you know how, you have the training). Then send copies of the film out. Put it on a website. Eventually, some one important will notice. You need to promote yourself to the world of film business. Don't wait. You already have the material and skills that you need. You have a powerful story to tell. You just need to do it.

Real art means putting your soul out there for all to see. It can hurt, yes. But it will reward you also.

Do you know the artist Frida Kahlo? She had a physically and emotionally hard life, and she used her experiences to make art.
http://members.aol.com/fridanet/fridabio.htm

That is just one example. There are many more.

You are not too old to begin. The famous artist Grandma Moses sold her first painting when she was age 80 years. But don't wait THAT long, ha, ha.
 
Yeah it would be FUN!!!!

I'm not going to make it boring...

Tired of all the pity pity pity about us being disabled
on t.v.

I want people to know that we are fun fun fun.

I want to add all the deaf friends and other disabled friends...
and put some laugh on there....

I don't want people to laugh at us, I want people to laugh
with us. :rofl:
 
TTT said:
I'm not going to make it boring...

Tired of all the pity pity pity about us being disabled
on t.v.

I want people to know that we are fun fun fun.

I want to add all the deaf friends and other disabled friends...
and put some laugh on there....

I don't want people to laugh at us, I want people to laugh
with us. :rofl:
Click to expand...
Then make your movie and show all that.
 
Need

To learn how to edit my film. So I will go film school to learn how
to edit, and then I will be done and start filming. :dance:
 
TTT said:
To learn how to edit my film. So I will go film school to learn how
to edit, and then I will be done and start filming. :dance:
Click to expand...


Great ! I'm sure that when you're done
with that film and let all of us know then
all of us will celebrate & watch your film :)
 
if you say so, go ahead and learn the hard way. Love IS important, I know people are looking for wrong people, I'm talking about people in general, not you guys only. Did you know that 1 divorce happens every 2 people married? That's sad, isn't it?
 
Well yeah

But...

I wanted to marry a TCS guy...
but people said no...
Because there would be a 100% that the child will have TCS.

But if I be with guy who has no TCS, then there
is a 50% chance.

So I am doomed.... Cause I don't see how a
normal man can love me for who I am.

I feel his parents and other family members and friends
aren't going to welcome me to their lives.

Then it would be devastated to give birth to a child with TCS.
Knowing that the condition will be worst.
I don't think I want to take that chance.

And what is the purpose of being marry to the man,
if he doesn't want a child with me. And it would be awful
that he will be childless because of me.
I would just be in the way.

Yes I will go to film school to learn about editing...
but not right now... I'll wait til I am near 50 years old.
I'll just wait til my body get all loosen and sag and wrinkle...
I'll wear false teeth too.
So that I can then be less desirable to all men.

Then I will have an easier time to do whatever I want to.
Life will be so much better. Don't
have to worry about mentrual cycle...
Don't have to worry about men chasing after me...
then get pissed off... Revenge by making other women pregnant
and marrying them.

And I can boss everybody around... and can give love to everyone.
Treat everyone as if they are my children.

:ily:
 
So I am doomed.... Cause I don't see how a
normal man can love me for who I am.

I feel his parents and other family members and friends
aren't going to welcome me to their lives.

You say that thus this will come true. You already set your mind up for this hence this will happen.

Havent you heard of Self Fulfilling Prophecy?

You are in control of yoru life so whatever your heart desire, you will get it if you have perservance and faith.
 
De Ja Vu.

I just knew it would be like that.
I have been through that road before...
And I don't want to go through that again.

I feel I am wise.

I am trying to avoid that, and try to find
a way to go around it.

If it isn't comfy, back off, turn around.
I got guts... I just knew it won't work out.
I don't appreciate men try to make me do those things that I don't want to do, and I'll know I will regret it later.

So I feel if I avoid the situation, it would save me a lot of heartache.

It just doesn't feel right.
If I find a nice guy, just right for me, then
I will go for it.

But if things feel so good to be true... I can feel the bad
vibration....

Just like Laci Peterson, she went on a fishing trip with Scott one time,
and she was scared to death of the water.

And plus the actress, Natalie Wood, she always feared of being
near water.... and then she died in the water.

So it is better for me to listen to my guts. :thumb:
 
Love Is Not Important!!!!

Since nobody listen to me.
So why should I listen to others.

So I will just be me, and I'll keep my attitude...
And I still believe that

LOVE IS NOT IMPORTANT!!!!
:dj:
 
who cares if it is important or not. one to his own. what s important is you do whatever makes you happy whether it s to make mad love with someone or simmer in self pity, wtfever!

your talk is not working, pity sniffer. i still dont feel sorry for you TCS, malformed personality, and all. isnt that what you wanted?
 
You are angry and on way to self destruction. "Love is not important" means you do not love yourself, right? You need a therapy. Otherwise you will ended up at psycho ward.
 
if you said.. love isn't important.. so how you can love to yourself.. that's mean it's not important to love yourself?

Geee.. You would have to Love yourself and u will understand who you are.. then begining of this, you would able to understand how love works to connection to somebody whoever to intersting you to..

Having sex is kinda part of making love.. that's counts.. I m confused if your virgin or whatever is that.. Having sex is part little pain it's really still normal.. I never heard.. having sex with NO pain.. it will alway very little pain after that you will be okay.

I believe Love is the MOST important.. Loving my own family, loving my own kid, love who i am, Love anybody that i know...

Think about it, Ttt

Oh by the way, You don't have to be lesbian too! Remeber it's your life, your choice and LOVE yourself FIRST!
 
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