i confess that i liked it when i was young and naive and now in the present - im confused on whether it was better not to know, how 'less real' my hearing freinds were, as opposed to now ' that i wished "i knew better' BUT it's so ironic that now I know more 'but ts too late to let social expectation be used to suck up to people /and they suck up to accept your 'deafness'...what im saying is, the older i get , the more 'foreign' people seem to think i am.
I dont know whether i like it better or worse because two things, hand in hand, is my bullshit meter works better, but other people's meter for that ON me backfires so they seem to be more reserved...... I dont know if this makes any sense to anyone? but its a weird 'confession' not trying to be humerous , its real and its seem to be part of the changing my views of deafness and disability....
I have already drank an average of 10 to 15 cups of water a day. Been doing that for like 5 years now.
same thing again with Bruce Lee, this relates to one of the theory why he died, he took aspirin for headaches but as a high-end martial artist too pure in his body, it reacted badly,,,, like a form of allergy, it killed him....another theory was it, he smoked some opium in secret (Yip Man who taught him Wing Chun smoked it)....but wasnt as habiutal as Yip Man , in so such a way his tolerance was low, it killed him.
I did NOT know that about Bruce Lee and the aspirin! Wow!